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NCIS: Tony and Ziva: Action-packed, Romantic and Charmingly Persuasive.


So, it’s officially been over a week since NCIS: Tony and Ziva premiered, and truth be told, I’m still processing. I’ve had every single episode on repeat multiple times since 4th September, so much so that I have almost every single scene fully etched into my brain. I’ve watched all four episodes at least six or seven times already because I just can’t get enough – give me a few weeks or so and I’ll very likely be able to recite them all from memory.

As a long time Tiva fan, I had high hopes for this show, as I am sure most of us did, and it’s safe to say that it has already surpassed every expectation. It is far more than I could have ever wanted and wished for, and there are still six episodes to go. Four episodes in and this show is knocking my socks off in ways I couldn’t have imagined. There’s plenty of romance, epic action sequences – car chases, fights and even self-driving killer automobiles (no, I’m not kidding!), and the humour is absolutely spot-on with some of the best one-liners I have ever heard in a show. With quotes like “Does a babushka wear a headscarf?” and “We have friends and family at this wedding. They’re pathetic and fragile,” I have lost count of how many times I’ve cackled out loud, and I find myself grinning ear-to-ear with every episode.

Before the show premiered, I was unsure as to what to expect going into it. With Tony and Ziva being transported into an entirely new setting, it was easy to worry that the chemistry and magic that made them so brilliant on the mothership wouldn’t be the same. But there’s no reason to fear. Their chemistry is undeniable and better in a million and one ways. Everything that made them exciting to watch on the mothership is ever present and in full force, and their spark is sizzling hotter than ever.

I absolutely adore the fact that this show has broken the classic NCIS formula of episodic procedural, and instead allows for a deeper exploration into the relationship between these two characters; something which fans were pleading to have for decades. The flashbacks execute the ‘filling in the gaps’ perfectly – allowing us to see their life as a couple after Ziva reunites with Tony and Tali in Paris, and they slowly reveal what happened with their relationship (and the reason why it broke down), until we find them where they are today: on the run.

You’re probably asking: well, just how different is it to the mothership? The answer: very. The ghastly tangerine walls of the Navy Yard squad room have been replaced with the most beautiful European backdrops, which only serve to enhance the beautiful storytelling and exceptional writing. It’s true, the show is more romantic spy thriller than crime drama, but it is in the best of ways. There is something in this show for absolutely everyone, whether you’re a long time fan or a newcomer being introduced to these characters for the very first time (and if you are brand new, don’t worry – there’s an incredible montage at the beginning of episode 1 to bring you up to speed with the intricate history of these characters.)

If you’re a lifelong ‘Tiva’ lover as they are so eloquently named and the original show stopped feeling like your NCIS after they left (as I read in one review), then this show is without a doubt, 100% for you. Tony and Ziva are still Tony and Ziva, but are supported by a wonderful ensemble of new characters that are so easy to fall in love with. It’s action-packed, romantic and charmingly persuasive, and it truly feels like they’ve captured lightning in a bottle.

[I’ll also be breaking down every individual episode with my thoughts – as when I my brain starts functioning again!]

NCIS: Tony & Ziva: Not Just A Title

If you’ve read my other post, you’ll already know that NCIS’ OG couple Tony and Ziva are getting their own spinoff show. But yesterday, the official title was revealed: “NCIS: Tony & Ziva“. And people have a lot of thoughts about it. So here’s my two cents.

I’ll preface this by saying that I haven’t looked at any other social media platforms other than Twitter (yes, I still call it that!), so I cannot comment on the reactions of it there, but I can say that the reaction on Twitter was divided, at best. A lot of people were saying it’s too basic, and asking why they couldn’t have come up with something better? Out of all the titles in the world they could have chosen, why did they choose that one? Others loved it.

I’ll admit that it wasn’t what I was expecting when I heard it. I genuinely thought that it was going to be something different – some sort of title that would take a little guess work for outsiders to understand, but then when the penny dropped, it would be obviously clear as to why they had chosen it, especially for Tiva fans. (My thoughts were something like “NCIS: Jet Lag” because if you know, you know.)

But the more I sat with this title yesterday, the more I loved it. Because it isn’t just a title.

It’s their names, side by side. It’s the two of them as a couple. It’s not just the two of them as individuals at NCIS. It’s not just Tony anymore. It’s not just Ziva.

It’s Tony and Ziva.

The title is intimate. Personal. It solidifies the idea that they’re no longer entirety separate people; that you can’t have one of them without the other. They and their stories will be forever connected by the ampersand.

This show, for us, is twenty years in the making. From the moment Tony and Ziva met in 2005, Tiva fans have been yearning for them to be a couple. Their chemistry is unmatched. Every year there would be the question of: are these two characters ever going to kiss? Every season we’d ask: ‘is this the season where they finally get together?’ But they never did. At least, not until Ziva left, that is. And even then, though they did conceive a child during their fond farewell (which Tony later discovers during his own leaving arc), the two of them have never been a couple on screen.

It is two decades of longing. It is two decades of emotional turmoil for both of these characters. It’s us as fans watching their first interaction in “Kill Ari: Part 1.” It’s watching their teasing and their banter. It’s watching Ziva watch Tony with Jeanne in season 4. It’s the season six finale “Aliyah.” It’s the season seven premiere “Truth or Consequences.” It’s Ziva with Ray. It’s Tony with EJ. It’s “Under Covers,” “Boxed In,” “Cloak,” “Reunion,” “Jet Lag,” “A Desperate Man,” “Housekeeping,” “Canary,” “Shabbat Shalom,” “Shiva,” “Berlin,” “Whiskey Tango Foxtrot,” and “Past Present Future.” It’s all of the small moments that Tony and Ziva have shared – the looks, the words, the closeness without the two of them ever being together as a couple. It’s the sexual tension, and the heartache. It’s us as the audience watching these two people fall in love with one another, and wanting them to finally admit their feelings.

It’s easy to brush the title off as unoriginal; to feel like not a lot of thought has gone into it. But, when you consider their journey spanning two decades, and realise how much these characters have been through to get to where they are now, it’s actually rather poetic.

It represents them – together. And it carries with it twenty years of emotions.

It’s not just a title.

Tiva Spin-Off: NCIS’ OG Ship Are Getting Their Own Show!

Yes! That’s right – you heard me! Tony and Ziva are getting their own spinoff and I am practically vibrating with excitement! I know that if you’re reading this, the news has been out for a while – almost two months, but truthfully, it has taken me this long to process it; to gather my words into coherent sentences to explain exactly how I feel about this… and even then, I feel like the words that I write here cannot do justice to how overwhelmingly elated I am.

If you read my post back in January about my preliminary thoughts on NCIS: Origins, you’ll know that I have been a long time lover of the mothership for almost as long as it has been airing. For a large portion of my adolescence and teens, it was my favourite show, and I would sit down religiously every single week to witness my favourite crime-fighting, ass-kicking team in action. That was, until, the departure of Ziva David (Cote De Pablo), in season 11.

When Cote left NCIS, I was heartbroken. I had never been so deeply devastated by something before in my entire life, and I can only describe the depth of the despair and sadness I felt as something akin to grief. It’s hard when you build a sentimental and emotional attachment to a character, to have them suddenly ripped from your grasp, because it genuinely feels as though you’re saying goodbye to a friend or family member for the last time. You invite these characters into your homes for years, and the moment they are not there anymore, you certainly notice their absence. And this was the hardest television goodbye I had ever had to go through.

But, it wasn’t just Ziva David I was saying goodbye to. It also meant saying a very heavy farewell to the ‘ship’ called “Tiva” [Tony + Ziva]. If you’ve been a long-time fan of NCIS, then you’re probably very familiar with this duo and their magnetic energy, the sexual tension, longing looks from across the bullpen, jealousy, fights, and the two of them constantly teetering on the line of being just friends and something more. It’s a ship that I hopped on board with before I even knew that the term ‘shipping’ meant, and it’s one that I sailed, through hell and high water, for almost a decade. And the heartbreak of letting them go was equally as devastating.

As fans, all we ever wanted throughout the course of their run on the show together was for Tiva to be together, and by season 10 we were incredibly close to finally having our dreams come true. But, as anybody in the Tiva fandom will tell you: it felt like the writers hated us, and hated this ship. They couldn’t even consider the possibility of the two of them actually being together, and so just as they dangled the carrot, it was brutally ripped from our grasp. We were teased time and time again with these small moments of Tiva being in love but never truly admitting their feelings for one another… and just when we thought they would and the writers would finally allow them to cross that line, they did a complete 180.

[Note: The writers have claimed in the past that if Cote had stayed, Tiva would have happened eventually and that we ‘were not that far off from having it happen’, but truthfully, as a fandom, we found (and still find) this very hard to believe in. Our trauma and trust issues with these writers run deep.]

Then, of course, our dreams seemed entirely impossible. Because how can these two characters even get together when Ziva is no longer there? They gave us some heartbreakingly beautiful moments in “Past, Present, and Future,” and yet, after having waited eight years for this to happen, it just didn’t feel like enough. There was no true love confession. There was simply a kiss in the poorest lighting, to commemorate this moment.

Skip forward two years later, to the end of season 13. Michael Weatherly is leaving the show. The ‘Tony’ of Tiva was going for good… but of course, being Tiva fans, we held onto the small inch of hope that our dreams could still come true. And in some ways, they did. Tony and Ziva ended up with a daughter, Tali – confirmation that what we had always wanted to happen, happened! But, remember when I said that the writers hated us and hated the ship? Of course they had to add in a big screw you, by killing the character of Ziva (off-screen), to make the event of a reunion between Tony and Ziva virtually impossible. (But even impossible things come true sometimes…)

But still, though it seemed like the ship had sunk to the very bottom of the ocean, we held out the tiny wavering thread of possibility that someday, somehow, it might still happen. We dived deep into the plot holes, pulling apart everything that could possibly signal that they hadn’t completely betrayed us and the character. ‘Ziva loves Paris.’ (Emphasis on the present tense). No body, no crime. And most of all: Ziva would not have been that reckless. (If you’re a Ziva or Tiva fan, you know…)

And while this was somewhat remedied during Ziva’s return arc in season 17 – as it turns out she was in fact alive and in hiding, and not dead like most people had previously believed (everyone except us Tiva fans!), and ended with her reuniting off screen with Tony and Tali in Paris, we just wish there had been so much more. Because knowing is one thing. But seeing it with your own eyes, is another.

This yet-to-be-titled show is all we, as Tiva fans, have ever wanted and more. It has been eleven years since we last saw them on screen together, and we have ached for this moment ever since. Even in January’s post, I mentioned how if I had things my way, Tiva would get a spinoff of their own! (I’m actually sitting here cackling with laughter, because little did I know what was going to be announced just over two months later… am I clairvoyant? Was it my Gibbs’ gut?)

To outsiders, this spinoff may seem unnecessary, or as though we are overly invested in it, but when two characters and their (at times, tragic), love story have been a part of you and shaped your life for nearly two decades, is there any other way to be? The purpose of this spinoff is not about the money. It’s not about being ‘relevant’ (but, for us Tiva fans, they always are…). It’s for the fans who have spent their lives loving and adoring this couple from the moment they appeared on screen, yearning for them to be together. (And the fact that it will be airing on Paramount+ rather than on prime time television also bodes extremely well for us, because of the greater possibilities they now have content-wise… spicy scenes and swearing? Is that on the horizon?!)

It doesn’t matter if others don’t understand how monumental of a moment this is for us. We know.

But, the thing that makes me vibrate with excitement even more than the idea of the spinoff, is the fact that it will be run by the captains of the ship – Michael Weatherly and Cote De Pablo. They are at the helm of the boat, steering Tiva’s journey out of the harbour. And, unlike the mothership writers, we have complete faith and trust in them and in the voyage upon which we are about to embark. They love the characters of Tony and Ziva as much as we do, and we have never been more certain that Tiva’s love story is in safe hands.


Ship: to take an interest in or hope for a romantic relationship between (fictional characters or famous people), whether or not the romance actually exists.

Photo: Richard Foreman/CBS/Getty Images

Adaptation Review: Daisy Jones and the Six | Amazon Prime

Rating: 2.5 out of 5.

When the news broke that Daisy Jones and the Six was going to be made into a miniseries, I couldn’t wait. While the book was not my favourite, I was excited at the prospect of the adaptation. As the novel is written as an interview with the members after the band’s breakup, documenting their journey from the beginning, to their success, and their downfall, I envisioned that the whole story would be brought to life on screen in the way that a book cannot do. Being able to physically hear the dialogue of these characters if they were being interviewed would make it feel so real that it would be impossible to remember that they’re fictional.

I was expecting to be blown away, and yet, I got two episodes into the series and I found myself not liking it at all.

Often people say that reading a book before watching the film/series can be somewhat of a curse. Readers tend to build up an image of what things look like in their head, and many times what they picture – in terms of characters and settings – never make it onto the big screen. Which, I found was the case with Daisy Jones.

Firstly, I think the casting directors did an excellent job choosing Riley Keough for the role, because she perfectly captures the chaotic mess that is Daisy , and I don’t think I could have selected anybody better for the part. Riley was exactly how I pictured Daisy to look, with her flaming red hair, and exquisite features, even before the adaptation was announced. However, when it comes to other characters – Billy Dunn, Camila, etc. there was just something that didn’t quite hit the mark for me. Of course, I have nothing against the actors chosen for these roles – and I think Sam Claflin is a brilliant actor in his own right, but I imagined Billy with a Kurt Cobain look/vibe and he didn’t scream Billy to me. And while I wasn’t disappointed with Suki Waterhouse, she just wasn’t the Karen I had imagined in my head.

But, truthfully, I don’t think the casting was the problem for me, as even if the characters don’t look exactly as I imagine, I can usually get on board with their performances, especially if they’re good ones.

In fact, I think the whole thing was just way too slow. I know from reading the book that it isn’t the most fast-paced narrative, but literally nothing happens in the first two episodes of the series. I kept watching, and waiting, and yet, I got to the end of each and found myself disappointed. In the book, Daisy and the band meet relatively quickly into the story, and yet, at the end of the second installment their paths still hadn’t crossed. While I think background is important with stories set in previous eras as historical context is important, there was just way too much in these episodes and not enough plot pushing the story forward. I wanted more and wanted something to keep me interested, but my intrigue faded rather fast, hence why I finished the second episode and made it no further.

But, I have to admit that the soundtrack is FIRE. “…Regret Me” and “Look At Us Now (Honeycomb)” are two of my absolute favorites, and I adore the fact that they released an album alongside the adaptation, as it really immerses you in the story. I was surprised by how good Sam Claflin is as a singer, and Riley Keough too, though I wasn’t too surprised considering her grandfather was Elvis Presley… music is basically in her genes. Even if you haven’t seen the series or read the book, I highly recommend listening to ‘Aurora’ on Spotify. If you like 70s alternative indie/rock/folk then you’ll love the songs included on the album!

Perhaps it’s a crazy idea, but I feel like this would have made an excellent adaptation in the form of a radio drama or podcast. The mixture of the band interviews and the music would have been brilliant to listen to, without the constraints or needing to include all of the other information like in an audio book, straight from the page.

I have had many people tell me to stick with it because apparently it gets better, but I feel like unless the story is a thriller with massive twists and turns and an excellent payoff, then each episode up until the ‘good bit’ or the part of Daisy Jones that I’m waiting for, feels wasted until that moment. Maybe I’ll try and revisit this again in the future once I get through my lengthy list of other adaptations waiting for me, but for now, the overall series is only getting 2 and a half stars from me.

Book Review: 11/22/63 by Stephen King

Rating: 10 out of 10.

If you’ve scrolled through my Instagram then I don’t need to be the first to tell you that I’ve read a fair few books – from romances and thrillers, to murder mysteries, fantasy, and children’s fiction. I’m a book lover, and I will never turn down a recommendation. But there is no other book I have read that has affected me like this one.

Before this, I had never read a Stephen King novel. I’m not a fan of horror, so most of his works don’t really appeal to me very much. So, when I said to my best friend, Isaac, that I wanted to start reading his work, he suggested that I begin with 11/22/63. And holy moly cannoli with a side of pepperoni, what a book to start with!

I have a confession: this is not a recent read. I actually read this five years ago, in 2019, but I think about it constantly. When someone asks me what my favourite book is, this is the one with which I reply. I am not a fan of historical fiction, but this is the exception. It combines history with fantasy and thriller, and is an exquisite piece of writing that I urge everybody to read.

I never ever thought I would be crying at a Stephen King novel. The words “crying” and “Stephen King” don’t usually fit in the same sentence unless they’re tears of fear and horror. But the ending of this book had me sobbing for forty-five minutes. I cried, re-read the ending, and then cried for another forty-five. The ending was so profoundly moving that it was overwhelming for me, and I never wanted it to end. It was beautiful and bittersweet – both heartbreaking and comforting, and I couldn’t have imagined anything better.

This novel is over 800 pages long – something which is probably intimidating to a lot of readers, especially if they have the “big book fear.” Tackling something so dense in length can feel overwhelming, like climbing a mountain and wondering if you’re ever going to reach the top, while also asking whether the payoff is going to be worth it. I myself will admit that I had the same thoughts and was apprehensive at the beginning. It was the first book over five hundred pages that I had ever tried to read, and my fear was that I was going to lose interest or I wouldn’t be able to make it to the end.

I’m not going to lie: the story is quite slow to begin with, and doesn’t really get started until around 200 pages in. There is so much detail, description, and backstory that it can be a lot to process. But once the story really starts, it’s an utter page turner. It took me two days to read the entire thing because I couldn’t put it down, and once I finished it, I wanted to re-read it all over again.

Of course, you’re probably asking whether all of the 800+ pages are necessary? The answer: yes. One hundred percent, yes. It is in my honest opinion that I don’t think the book would have been the same without them. Does it get a little bit repetitive at some points? Sometimes. After all, you’re reading about a time travelling English teacher journeying back to the same day in history over and over again, with a detail/action changed each time (both big, and small). But, it is this repetition that upholds the ending. It is this repetition – the feeling of having lived Jake and Sadie’s story over and over again with them, that allows for the emotional final pages. (And yes, I believe that this is Jake and Sadie’s story more than anything.)

Honestly, I can’t really say any more about this book without giving things away, and I really don’t want to spoil anything, as this is a book you have to read without knowing much about the plot or the characters. I wish I could forget everything I know about this book and read it again for the first time because it was a rollercoaster and a half.

And to those who are still hesitant about picking this up: don’t be. I promise it’s worth every moment.

This is a book that has irrevocably changed me, and it is a story that I will carry with me forever.


Favourite Quotes:

‘When all else fails, give up and go to the library.’

‘We never know which lives we influence, or when, and why.’

‘.. stupidity is one of the two things we see most clearly in retrospect. The other is missed chances.’

‘A person who doesn’t learn from the past is an idiot, in my estimation.’

‘But I believe in love, you know; love is a uniquely portable magic. I don’t think it’s in the stars, but I do believe that blood calls to blood and mind calls to mind and heart to heart.’

‘Life always turns on a dime. Sometimes towards us, but more often it spins away, flirting and flashing as it goes: so long, honey, it was good while it lasted, wasn’t it?’

‘Sometimes the things presented to us as choices aren’t choices at all.’

‘If you’ve ever been homesick, or felt exiled from all the things and people that once defined you, you’ll know how important welcoming words and friendly smiles can be.’

‘Even people capable of living in the past don’t really know what the future holds.’

On the subject of love at first sight, I’m with the Beatles: I believe that it happens all the time.’

‘I saw something even more beautiful than a sense of humour: an appreciation for life’s essential absurdity.’

‘Things do happen for a reason, but do we like the reason? Rarely.’

‘Home is watching the moon rise over the open, sleeping land, and having someone you can call to the window, so you can look together.’

‘Resistance to change is proportional to how much the future might be altered by any given act.’

‘For most of us, I think it’s easier to admit doing wrong than being stupid.’

‘Sometimes life coughs up coincidences no writer of fiction would dare copy.’

‘Life’s simplest answers are often the easiest to overlook.’

‘Life’s too sweet to give up without a fight, don’t you think?’

‘History doesn’t repeat itself, but it harmonizes, and what it usually makes is the devil’s music.’

‘A person could see a lot without ever leaving his own living room. Especially if he had the right tools.’

‘You know how it’s going to end, but instead of spoiling things, that somehow increases your fascination. It’s like watching a kid run his electric train faster and faster and waiting for it to derail on one of the curves.’

‘Sarcastic people tend to be marshmallows underneath the armour.’

‘Like all sweet dreams, it will be brief… but brevity makes sweetness, doesn’t it? Yes, I think so. Because when the time is gone, you can never get it back.’

‘The multiple choices and possibilities of daily life are the music we dance to. They are like strings on a guitar. Strum them and you create a pleasing sound. A harmonic.’

‘Because the past isn’t just obdurate; it’s in harmony with both itself and the future.’

Book Review: Finlay Donovan is Killing It by Elle Cosimano

Rating: 5 out of 5.

When author Finlay Donovan is discussing the plot of her new suspense novel with her agent over lunch, she’s mistaken for a contract killer, and inadvertently accepts an offer to dispose of a problem husband in order to make ends meet… but, Finlay soon discovers that crime in real life is a lot more difficult that it’s fictional counterpart, as she becomes entangled in a real-life murder investigation.

First things first, I absolutely adored the plot of this novel! It was a genius piece of writing in terms of how Finlay ends up in her less-than-ideal situation. It really is a prime example of how context in a conversation is everything, and how easy it is to misconstrue one thing for something else.

Don’t get me wrong… this book is in no way realistic. It’s over-the-top, and the things that Finlay and Vero get away with would never happen. But then, we’re here for the entertainment, not for the realism, and the absurd dramatics that are incorporated within this book are really what makes it fun to read!

I’m really not going to dive into any plot details because this is a book where you need to discover all of the twists and turns for yourself, but this book is super twisty and I never saw half of them coming! I haven’t gasped so much in a long time; and just when you think you know what’s coming, more information is thrown into the mix which entirely changed your perspective and theories!

The relationship between Finlay and her nanny, Vero, is one we all need. They make a wonderful pair, and are the perfect partners-in-crime… literally. I could feel their bond through the pages, and I just liked them both as characters (which is another one of the reasons why I think this book works so well.)

However, two not so likeable characters were Stephen and Teresa… but especially Stephen. I was so hoping that the two of them would get their comeuppance (do they – well, read and find out!). Stephen is literally the most toxic man in existence (and he’s not even real!), and I haven’t found myself so infuriated with a character in a long time. He had no respect or faith in Finlay and every time he made an appearance I wanted to punch his lights out (or at least hoped Finlay would!)

But, one of my favourite moments has to be towards the end of the book when Finlay and Vero go back for ***. This whole scene was such a page turner and I was on the edge of my seat the entire time. In fact, night turned into early morning because I was up until 2am reading as I had to know what happened.

And as for the ending… WHAT? This book ends on an epic cliffhanger, and I made me eager to read the next in the series!

I really think this book would make the most perfect TV adaptation, eand I really hope it happens because I can’t even tell you how excited I would be to see this series on screen. It gives both Pretty Little Liars mixed with Criminal Minds vibes and you know what… I’m totally here for it.

If you’re looking for a light mystery with comedic thrill, then add this one to your list friends, because I can guarantee that it won’t disappoint!


Favourite Quotes:

‘It’s a widely known fact that most moms are ready to kill someone by eight thirty A.M. on any given morning. On the particular morning of Tuesday, October eighth, I was ready by seven forty-five. If you’ve never had to wrestle a two-year-old slathered in maple syrup into a diaper while your four-year-old decides to give herself a haircut in time for preschool, all while trying to track down the whereabouts of your missing nanny as you sop up coffee grounds from an overflowing pot because in your sleep-deprived fog you forgot to put in the filter, let me spell it out for you.’

‘My Google search history alone was probably enough to put me on a government watch list. I wrote suspense novels about murders like this. I’d searched every possible way to kill someone. With every conceivable kind of weapon.’

‘Iris Smiled, endorphins loosening the stern lines of her face. She actually looked like she was enjoying this. The woman was a masochist.’

‘Easy for her to say. She was twenty-two and had never had children. She could probably hold it until menopause.’

‘Let us not attribute to malice and cruelty what may be referred to less criminal motives.’ I make it a point never to assume the worst about people.’

‘Unfortunately, the man’s made of Teflon. Nothing sticks. He should’ve been locked up a dozen times, but there isn’t a judge in the state with the balls to convict him. Even if we could, he has friends that can make almost anyone disappear . . . new name, new passport, and wipe them off the map as if they’d never existed.’

Book Review: Five Survive by Holly Jackson

Rating: 5 out of 5.

With the release of The Reappearance of Rachel Price this year, I thought it only right that I should post about the last Holly Jackson book I read, because holy cannoli with a side of pepperoni – what a thrilling, suspenseful and amazing novel it was!

I absolutely loved the first book in A Good Girls Guide to Murder and though I haven’t read the sequels (yet), I knew from the moment this book was announced that I most definitely had to read it! Thus, imagine my excitement and glee when I found an early proof copy on the free bookshelves at work, and got to devour this before it’s official publication!

Boy, oh boy, Holly Jackson has done it again. I can’t even begin to explain how good this book was. From the very start to the very end, I was on the edge of my seat – heart pounding, and palms sweating! Holly Jackson knows how to write thrillers, and I think this is one of the best I’ve ever read.

I’ll admit that it is a little slow to begin with as it’s mostly setting the scene for the rest of the story… but once it picked up the pace it sucked me in like a black hole, and I even stayed up reading until 3am because I couldn’t put it down! For me, the best kind of thrillers are the ones where the narrator is always unreliable, or you consistently question the validity of each and every thing that a character says or does, and I think that is why this thriller works particularly well and is so addictive. There wasn’t a single moment where I was able to predict what was going to happen throughout this novel, and I gasped in shock many, many times.

This novel sees an ensemble of six teenagers on their way to spring break, confined in an RV, and before they know it they’ve broken down in the middle of nowhere with bullets flying at them left right and centre. Why? That’s up to the six of them to figure out… but the only thing that’s for certain: one of them knows. But, which one?

Holly’s writing is the perfect example of giving the audience just enough to keep them engaged with the story, but not giving away too much that it spoils everything. Though written in the third person, she writes such unreliable narratives for each of the six characters, and you as a reader are constantly questioning their motives and dialogue… and perhaps that is where the brilliance of this book lies.

If you’re a fan of twisty thrillers that will have you neglecting food, sleep, and every other daily task so you can finish reading, then this will be one for you!


Favourite Quotes:

✨ ‘One sniper. One gun. One red dot. And one liar.’

✨  ‘This was the absolute worst way to die. Mid-squat-pissing behind a tree while Maddy’s axe-murderer charged at her from the front.’

✨  ‘What are you, the tequila guardian?’ He pointed at her. ‘Right, because I’m Mexican?’

✨  ‘Simon scoffed. ‘Sure, just a misunderstanding. There’s a sniper out there with a high-powered rifle and a laser sight who’s decided to use us as target practice. But yeah, just a misunderstanding.’

✨  ‘Oh, come on,’ Simon interjected. ‘This is turning into Lord of the Fucking Flies. We’re going to end up killing each other, forget about the sniper.’

✨  ‘For god’s sake, Simon, enough with The Office references.’

Book Review: Bad Men by Julie Mae Cohen

Rating: 7 out of 10.

Saffy has a secret: A secret she is deeply ashamed of. It’s not the fact that she’s a serial killer in her free time. In fact, she’s quite proud of that. After all, she’s only killing bad men. She’s making the world a better place.

No, her secret is far worse than that. She has a messy, inexplicable, uncontrollable crush. So, while she’s busy plotting her next murder, she also has the much harder task of figuring out how to get a boyfriend.

but, if there’s one thing Safft knows, it’s how to get her man…

So, I was kindly sent a proof copy by Zaffre Books before it’s release, and I kid you not when I say that it ruined all other books in 2023 for me. I completely binged it in a day or two because it has all the makings of an exceptional thriller and I could not put it down. Literally. I would try and focus at work, but honestly all I could think about was reading this book until I finished it.

I’m not usually one for annotating my books as I’m too much of a perfectionist and they would have to be annotated exactly right, but I found that I couldn’t help it with this one. There were so many great lines, so many thoughts bumbling around in my head as I was reading, and so many shocking twists, that I felt it only appropriate to note down my reactions as they happened – and that happened to be in the margins of the book, because where else could I put them?

This book is an utter rollercoaster. One second I am laughing from the sickeningly dark humour, and the next I am on the edge of my seat because it’s suspenseful and tense! I have never read a book that is able to execute this so exquisitely. I often find that most thrillers tend to focus on the thrill aspect of the book and forget about the subtle tension that you’re able to create – something which this novel does so well through Saffy’s character. It is rare that I have such visceral reactions to a book, but my heart was pounding, my stomach was twisting, and I audibly gasped more than once!

As for Saffy, I sit on the edge of loving her and also being utterly disturbed – something which I still have yet to make up my mind about months later. The line between vigilante and psychopath is so blurred that the two become almost indistinguishable, and I feel it’s almost inappropriate to say that you like or love her as a character because of her actions. , I would situate Saffy in the circle of morally grey characters like Dexter Morgan from Dexter… I mean, she’s practically his female counterpart so I guess that would make sense. Does the fact that she’s doing the wrong thing for the right reasons make it wrong?

But her (very) dark humour – to the point where it’s impossible to tell whether she’s joking or not – is so endearing that a part of you can’t help but feel some twisted connection or kinship to her while reading. You don’t want to like her… but you just do. Perhaps it’s because you’re constantly questioning things and wondering whether her actions are in fact justified – is it okay that she’s a serial killer, simply because she’s killing only the bad men who deserve it? Do they deserve it? What does it say about me as a reader if I’m on her side? Does that make me as sick and deranged as her? Is she deranged, or is she a vigilante on a warpath for justice? Do I sympathise and empathise with her on some level?

I’m always in awe of anybody who can write from the perspective of a serial killer. It’s such an intricate mindset to get into that I feel its hard to make it feel real… but somehow Julie managed this perfectly. As I reader, I firmly believe that Saffy is out there right now, just living it and killing it…

In between the edge of my seat action, the thrill of will Saffy/won’t Saffy get caught, the dark humour that had me both unnerved and amused, and the little trail of the Agatha Christie-like breadcrumbs that Julie leaves scattered throughout for us to collect up like the end, I became utterly invested in this book.

It is not surprising that this book had made it to the #1 spot of my 2023 reads because I have recommended it to every single person I know. The book is is currently making its rounds through my family and friends, and so far (from those who have read it), they have all said the same thing: it’s thrilling, sickly humourous, and they absolutely loved every moment of it… so if that’s not motivation for you to pick this up, then I don’t know what is!


Usually this is the space where I would include favourite quotes, but with this book I feel like it would give away too much of the story and the spark that makes this book special… so I’ll simply include a list of some of my other favourite thrillers/crime novels/murder mysteries!

Sadie by Courteney Summers

Finlay Donovan is Killing It by Elle Cosimano (Finlay Donovan #1)

Survive the Night by Riley Sager

Five Survive by Holly Jackson

And Then There Were None by Agatha Christie

The Appeal by Janice Hallett

The Sun Down Motel by Simone St James

Full Dark House by Christopher Fowler (Bryant & May #1)

Book Review: Sadie by Courtney Summers

Rating: 5 out of 5.

Sadie hasn’t had an easy life. Growing up on her own, she has been raising her sister Mattie in a small, isolated own, and trying her best to provide them both with a normal life and keep their heads above water. But when Mattie is found dead, Sadie’s entire world comes crumbling down. Sadie is determined to bring her sister’s killer to justice and hits the road following a few meagre clues to find them.

When West McCray – a radio personality working a segment about small, forgotten towns in America, overhearts Sadie’s story at a local gas station, he becomes obsessed with finding the missing girl. He starts his own podcast as he tracks Sadie’s journey, trying to figure out what happened, and hoping to find her before it’s too late.

My oh my. It’s hard to know where to begin with this book but I guess I should start by saying that this is unlike any young adult mystery/drama/thriller I have ever read before. The premise of this books was so intriguing, and I absolutely loved the way it was executed. This is a raw, emotional, incredibly dark book, but brilliantly written. The opening line of this book is exquisite, and nothing had never captured my attention and drew me in quite like it. In fact, I think it is one of the best opening lines I have ever read.

I have to admit that I partially listened to to the audiobook version while reading this, mostly for the podcast sections, and I have to say: woah. I didn’t expect it to change the atmosphere so much, but the audiobook is so well done that it’s like it tricked my brain into thinking that I was listening to a real true crime podcast, instead of simply listening to a work of fiction. It completely elevates the experience and I struggled to remember that these characters whose stories were being told weren’t actually real people.

This book presents itself like a puzzle, with Sadie leaving clues as to her whereabouts and what really happened to Mattie, and it is down to the audience, and the podcast presenters, to try and piece it all together to uncover the answers. If you’re a reader who likes a lot of twists and turns, and are a fan of the whodunits, then this might be a good book for you as it will certainly keep you guessing throughout.

As for the ending – I both loved it and I hated it. It’s very ambiguous depending on how you read it, but I can say with certainty that it left me wanting more. I would love for there to be a sequel to this book, bu then again, the ending also left me really satisfied that I feel prolonging or extending the story with another would ruin the suspense, thrill, and mystery of this one.

However, I must say that as much as I rave about this novel, it is not to be taken lightly. In fact, if you are thinking of reading this I would suggest using something like Storygraph or google to research all of the possible trigger and content warnings beforehand, because there are a lot of deep and sensitive things that are explored within this book. It covers themes such as pedophilia, sexual abuse, drug abuse, and murder, not to mention depression, possible suicide, and other mental health conditions. It is a heavy book and not for the feint-hearted. I urge you to open it with caution, in the right headspace, and be prepared that what you’ll read may be difficult at times. But, for those worried – they are not sensationalised. They are real, and brutal, and dark.

I think it would be crass and insensitive of me to say that this was a book that I enjoyed reading because of the content matter inside it. As I have said, a lot of the content inside is not pleasurable or comfortable to read at times, but they are all wrapped up within the mystery – which is written so well.

Ultimately this is a raw, dark, emotional, and brilliant book with a gripping story, and if you think you can read it and have the opportunity to do so, then I would highly recommend (with the audiobook for extra atmosphere!).


Usually this section would be reserved for my favourite quotes, but that too feels inappropriate, so I shall simply leave a few links to some of my favourite true crime podcasts on Spotify which I find utterly interesting.

Crime Junkie by Audiochuck

Conspiracy Theories by Spotify Studios

The Trial of Lucy Letby by Daily Mail

Serial Killers by Spotify Studios

I Could Murder a Podcast by I Could Murder a Podcast

Small Town Murder by James Pietragallo and Jimmie Whisman.

Book Review: When in Rome by Sarah Adams

Rating: 5 out of 5.

If you’ve seen my Instagram account, you’ll know how much I love a Sarah Adams book. However, this might just be my favourite book she’s ever written. I managed to read this entirely in one day because I could not put it down! It’s totally binge-worthy and I just want to dive right back into it all over again.

When in Rome is such an enchanting story and the whole time I was reading I couldn’t stop thinking about how it reminded me of Gilmore Girls – small town, romance, comedy, drama… this book is everything. Mabel also exudes Miss Patty vibes and I chuckled out loud more than once at her shenanigans! She didn’t miss a thing, but I love the fact that she acted all innocent and pretend not to know what was going on – I could literally envision her and Noah’s conversation in my mind, and I was beaming the whole time.

And, if it hasn’t been put out there yet, then allow me to say that Noah and Amelia are the 2020s version of Luke and Lorelai. Their banter, and Noah’s grumpy ruggedness was absolutely perfect, and I had love hearts in my eyes the whole time while I was reading about them. Of course, there was less will they/won’t they going on because unlike GG, there were only three hundred odd pages rather than a few seasons… but it will still deliciously wonderful!

I think I have said that about every book of Sarah’s, but I will most likely continue to say it for every book she writes: my favourite thing about her writing is how she writes comedy. I have yet to come across a book that does it as well as she does. I have laughed out loud at every single one – sometimes to the point where my stomach hurts – because she has such an immense talent with the most perfect comedic timing. Honestly, if she ever decides to stop writing books (I hope she doesn’t), I really hope she’d venture into the world of Hallmark movies and write sweet and hilarious romcoms, because I think she would be exquisite at it.

Of course, there are so many other things to love about this book tooe, like the homage to Audrey Hepburn, with whom Amelia is obsessed with! I have to admit that I haven’t seen any of her films (bad, I know, but I will rectify soon!), though I am vaguely familiar with Breakfast at Tiffanys (I mean, even if you haven’t seen it, the post is simply so iconic that you just know!). When in Rome particularly draws inspiration from Hepburn’s film Roman Holiday – considered to be one of the most romantic films of all time – with Amelia constantly asking herself ‘What Would Audrey Do’ in the context of the film to negate her decisions. I mean, that’s the main character energy we all need, right?

Ultimately, if you love Gilmore Girls and you love reading romance books that will have you swooning, then buckle up folks and friends, because this is probably the perfect book for you. It’s like the literary version of Stars Hollow, and every page felt like a giant, comforting hug. You want to nestle into the cosy vibes, and simply live there forever – at least, I do, anyway.


Favourite Quotes:

‘I think we’ll get hurt a lot in this life, but maybe it’s worth it because sometimes we will experience really amazing things, too. Maybe not everything will end in hurt. But we’ll never know if we don’t try.’

‘Sometimes a woman is just worn out and needs a break, you know?’ […] ‘That doesn’t prove you’re week or neglectful. It proves to all the women standing by and watching you pave the road to success that it’s okay to say no. It’s okay to shut your door every now and then and put up a sa sign that says ‘busy taking care of me today.’

‘Care is reckless because it doesn’t come with the seat belt that selfishness offers. Care has so much to lose, and almost always ends in heartbreak.’

‘Sometimes people decide not to like me for the most arbitrary reasons. SOmetimes it’s just because I’m famous, and successful people make them uncomfortable. Sometimes it’s because I voted differently than them. And sometimes it’s because I frowned outside their favourite yogurt shop and now they want to cancel me forever because they think I’m against yogurt.’

‘I’ll tell you what makes me madder than a hornet. When people tell other people how they should feel.’

‘Have you never loved something just for what it means to you?’

‘If you don’t intend to walk her down the aisle, then don’t go dipping your toes in her pond.’

‘To me, you’re Amelia. Maker of shitty pancakes and a smile that rivals the sun. All I want is you.’

‘I will memorize him if it’s the last thing I do. I will carry the feel of his smile in my pocket for the rest of my life.’

‘Unfortunately, I’m also forbidden from cupcakes, any sort of exhilarating activity, or blinking without Susan’s consent.’

Book Review: The Hating Game by Sally Thorne

Rating: 5 out of 5.

Enemies to lovers novels are like marmite – either you love them or you hate them. A lot of people find them super cheesy and unrealistic, but for me, I am an absolute sucker for them. And this, my friends, is perhaps my favourite enemies to lovers story that I have ever read. A bold statement, but true.

I posted about this book on my Instagram back in 2021 as it was my number one book that I read in 2020, and four years later it still sits firmly in my top 10 books of all time. There are very few books which I devour so quickly, or capture my attention so much that I can’t put them down, but this folks and friends, was one of them. I loved everything about it. It was beautifully witty, hilarious, and I found myself physically laughing from cover to cover.

One of the things that I liked most about this book is that it’s written in the first person, from the point of view of the main protagonist, Lucy, which really connects the reader with the character. The way she describes her love/hate relationship with Joshua is so real and expertly crafted that you become so immersed in their love story that it becomes entirely possible to forget that these two human beings only exist on paper. From the very minute you begin reading you are begging, pleading, and yearning for these two characters to realise their love for one another.

Though, I will admit that this novel is a slow burn. Like… a really slow burn to the point where you’re physically itching with anticipation. But the payoff is so good and makes it all worth it. The love/hate relationship/game between Lucy and Josh is one of those romantic archetypes which we love to see but don’t dare admit, and something which can be incredibly difficult for writers to achieve successfully – but Sally Thorne executes it perfectly.

But, perhaps my favourite thing about this book is that it never actually states where the story is taking place. When I started reading I assumed that it was New York City because it had that particular feel, but in actual fact the location is never stated. I think that is what makes this story so wonderful because ultimately it could be set in any city, in any corner of the world; and it is down to the reader to use their imagination about where that might be – perhaps someone near them!

I think it is very rare to have nothing bad to say about a book – not even a small criticism – but personally, with my preferences, I am struggling to find things that I didn’t like. I don’t think I will ever be able to find the right amount of words to be able to describe how much I loved this book, but I think about it often.

Note: Yes, I have also seen the movie; yes, I loved it; but no, I have yet to write a post about it. I’m thinking about writing a book vs film comparison when I get the time, but I think I need to rewatch the film again before I do so!


Favourite Quotes:

‘Books were, and always would be, something a little magic, and something to respect.’

‘Watching you pretend to hate the nickname is the best part of my day.’

‘I have a theory. Hating someone feels disturbingly similar to being in love with them. I’ve had a lot of time to compare love and hate, and these are my observations. Love and hate are visceral. Your stomach twists at the thought of that person. The heart in your chest beats heavy and bright, nearly visible through your flesh and clothes. Your appetite and sleep are shredded. Every interaction spikes your blood with adrenaline and you’re in the brink of fight or flight. Your body is barely under your control. You’re consumed and it scares you. Both love and hate are mirror versions of the same game – and you have to win. Why? Your heart and your ego. Trust me, I should know.’

‘I want to know what’s going on in your brain. I want to juice your head like a lemon.’

‘All I want to do is kiss you until I fall asleep. I want to slide in between your sheets, and find out what goes on inside your head and underneath your clothes. I want to make a fool of myself over you.’

‘I love strawberries. I’m so lovesick, I eat them constantly. Can I nickname you Shortcake? It’ll be a dead giveaway that I love you’

‘Maybe the only way to truly unite people is through battle and pain. Confrontation and competition. Maybe surviving something is the point.’

‘Maybe the only way to truly unite people is through battle and pain. Confrontation and competition. Maybe surviving something is the point.’

‘Maybe the only way to truly unite people is through battle and pain. Confrontation and competition. Maybe surviving something is the point.’

‘Maybe the only way to truly unite people is through battle and pain. Confrontation and competition. Maybe surviving something is the point.’

‘Brute, raw masculinity contrasted with gentleness is the most attractive thing on earth.’

‘You look like a hot virginal dork who’s been defiled in the backseat of my car.’

‘You love him. You love him. You always have. More than you’ve ever hated him. Every day, staring at this man, knowing every color and expression and nuance. Every game you’ve ever played has been to engage with him. Talk to him. Feel his eyes on you. To try to make him notice you.’

‘I always thought you’d live underground somewhere, near the earth’s core.’ / ‘Uncle Satan didn’t have any apartments available in my price range.’

My Most Anticipated 2024 Book Releases

It’s no secret to anybody that I’m a big old bookworm! From murder mysteries and thrillers to romances and fantasy – plonk a tome down in front of me, and I’m a happy little munchkin!

And, 2024 brings some brand new books to the market – from stories that I haven’t yet explored such as The Concierge, to continuations of character stories in a series like Finlay Donovan Rolls the Dice… there are so many books that I am eagerly anticipating this year, which I thought I would share with you – just in case any of you are anticipating them too! Let’s anticipate them together!

Argylle by Elly Conway

If you’ve been on TikTok over the last few months, hopefully this book comes as no surprise to you. With speculation that it’s written by Taylor Swift (something which I have yet to make my mind up on), this is perhaps the most anticipated book of the year for readers and non-readers alike. With its companion film – Argylle – also being released this year, this spy novel is one which I am ready to unravel – TS easter eggs (if there are any) and all!

Though, I’m not the biggest fan of spy novels I am still very excited to dive into this book, mainly because I’m curious as to whether all the hype surrounding it is worth it. I think that regardless of whether it is written by Taylor or not, it’s going to be a twisty, suspenseful thriller – and I also look forward to making my own judgments about the film too!

Finlay Donovan Rolls the Dice by Elle Cosmiano

Finlay Donovan Rolls the Dice is the fourth book in the series, and I am literally bursting at the seams to read this one, ever since I finished the third installment in September.

The series follows an author, Finlay Donovan, who finds herself in a sticky situation when she is mistaken for a contract killer. It’s witty, twisty, and suspenseful and has become one of my favourite series of all time.

I absolutely fly through these books because they’re the kind of easy reading page turners you need when you’re sick of reading everything else! Every single book is better than the previous, and I cannot wait to see where Finlay and Vero’s journey takes them next, because I’m almost certain it’s going to be packed full of dead bodies, thrills, car chases, and cliffhangers!

The Rule Book by Sarah Adams

If you’ve seen my Instagram then this book, too, will not come as a surprise to you. Sarah Adams is one of my favourite authors ever, and I absolutely adore her books. They’re light, fluffy, romantic fun and I could honestly rave about them until the cows come home. She knows how to write banter, and she knows how to write men that women fall in love with, and boy do I fall for her characters.

One of my favourite things though are that her books are never standalones – as in characters from her other books in the same universes will often appear – but they can also stand alone as single narratives should you wish them to be!

I also have to mention that I recently sent her some friendship bracelets all the way from the UK, (because YES, she’s a Swiftie!!!) and she confirmed that we’re basically besties now…

The Reappearance of Rachel Price by Holly Jackson

18-year-old Bel has lived her whole life in the shadow of her mom’s mysterious disappearance. Sixteen years ago, Rachel Price vanished and young Bel was the only witness. Rachel is gone, presumed dead. The case is dragged up from the past when the Price family agree to a true crime documentary.

Holly Jackson knows how to write suspenseful YA thrillers. After reading A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder I picked up Five Survive and I binged it in a single day! (I kid you not when I say that I was up until 3am reading because I had to know how it finished!)

So, when she announced this book, I was practically giddy with glee! I know that if it’s anything like her other thrillers than I am going to absolutely devour it…

The Paradise Problem by Christina Lauren

And yet another book that will probably not surprise anybody – The Paradise Problem by Christina Lauren.

I absolutely adore books by this duo. In fact, The Unhoneymooners is probably one of my favourite romance novels of all time – reminding me of a cross between The Proposal and Just Go With It. They know how to write witty and hilarious novels that are also intertwined with tender, heartfelt, and emotional moments, and I can honestly say that I will read anything and everything they write.

I didn’t even need to read the blurb of this book to put it on this list, because the minute I found it, it was automatically going to be on here anyway.

And also, this cover is beautiful….

How To Solve Your Own Murder by Kristen Perrin

Are we sensing a little bit of a theme with this list?

Frances spends a lifetime trying to solve a crime that hasn’t happened yet, compiling dirt on every person who crosses her path in an effort to prevent her own demise. For decades, no one takes Frances seriously, until nearly sixty years later, when Frances is found murdered, like she always said she would be.

I mean… what a blurb!!! I want to read this book already! I love murder mysteries because to me they’re like puzzles, and I love attempting to piece all of the parts together before the answer is revealed.

I think this is going to be a super interesting and suspenseful read, and I can’t wait to get my hands on it and write a review!

The Concierge by Abby Corson

Oh look… another murder mystery…

The peaceful setting of Cavengreen Hotel has been shattered by a shocking murder. Hector Harrow, the hotel’s concierge, has been accused and is determined to clear his name. Hector enlists the aid of Helen, a retired publisher, to document the shocking crime that has unfolded, with the intention of publishing a truthful account.

A murder mystery, a hotel, and shocking (and hilarious) shenanigans…. what’s not to love?

I hope this book is as good and well-written as it sounds because I love stories of suspected guilty parties trying to clear their own names… seeing things through their eyes makes for such good mystery and suspense… and I feel like Hector has seen everything.

The Book of Doors by Gareth Brown

A debut novel full of magic, adventure, and romance, The Book of Doors opens up a thrilling world of contemporary fantasy for readers of The Midnight LibraryThe Invisible Life of Addie LarueThe Night Circus, and any modern story that mixes the wonder of the unknown with just a tinge of darkness.

Well, doesn’t this sound like something you want to read? I read The Midnight Library and loved it (find my review here), so I’m very excited to see what I make of this one! If feel like it might be somewhat similar to The Portable Door – a film that I watched last year and really enjoyed, so I hope that it gives off similar vibes! I’m also hoping for a few twists and turns… and if the cover is anything to go by then my wish might come true!

Of course, this is not an extensive list as if I were to list all of the books I’m anticipating this year, this post would take you three hours to read. But, these are ones that are currently on my radar – and I’m sure there are many more that haven’t been announced, or which I have yet to discover.

What are your most anticipated releases of this year – anything notable or worth recommending? Are any of these books on it, or are you going to add any of these to your list?

Book Review: The Sun is also a Star by Nicola Yoon

Rating: 3 out of 5.

This book was… okay. It was a quick read, but if I’m being totally honest, I wasn’t blown away by it.

I feel like the best stories are ones where you can suspend your disbelief enough to make it feel realistic – in the way that millions of children reading Harry Potter for the first time fully believe that their Hogwarts letter will be arriving on their doorstep the moment they turn eleven. The same also goes for stories not set in fantasy worlds. When the narrative of a fiction book removes you from the story just enough to look at the characters from an outside perspective, but also not so much that it feels like they’re fiction – that’s the sweet spot. And perhaps it’s because the action in this book takes place over the course of a single day, but I just found it to be too unrealistic and unbelievable that it didn’t resonate with me as much as I would have liked it to.

That being said, I liked the fact that this book has short chapters – some only one or two pages long. It makes for a quicker pace, both physically reading and with the action, and I think for this story it is definitely necessary to prevent it fizzling out. I also managed to read this book in a single day because the writing is easy to follow and not overly complicated.

I also enjoyed the dual perspectives of Daniel and Natasha. The two led nicely in to one another eg. if Daniel was describing Natasha walking into a shop then Natasha’s perspective would pick up directly from the moment that she enters. It was very seamless in transition, and worked well with the overall plot.

Moreover, I also quite liked the ending. It was certainly unexpected for me as I was utterly convinced that she was going to get what she wanted and those last few pages took me by surprise.

I feel like I know a book is really good (worthy of at least four or five stars), when:
 a) I cry at the ending.
 b) Go on thinking about the book for days after I’ve finished it.
 c) Tell everybody I know to read it.

Unfortunately, while this book is a lovely, heartwarming story, it just didn’t impact me very much. However, as this written with young adults in mind, I am not the target audience (as I’m closer to 30 than 20!), and perhaps it might resonate more with a different audience.


Favourite quotes:

✨ ‘Maybe part of falling in love with someone else is also falling in love with yourself.’

✨ ‘We are capable of big lives. A big history. Why settle? Why choose the practical thing, the mundane thing? We are born to dream and make the things we dream about.’

✨ ‘According to multiverse theory, every version of our past and future histories exist, just in an alternate universe. For every event at the quantum level, the current universe splits into multiple universes. This means that for every choice you make, an infinite number of universes exist in which you made a different choice. In this way we get to live multiple lives.’

✨ ‘I don’t believe in love.’ ‘It’s not a religion,’ he says. ‘It exists whether you believe in it or not.’

✨ ‘Sometimes your world shakes so hard, it’s difficult to imagine that everyone else isn’t feeling it too.’

✨ ‘The sun is also a star, and it’s our most important one. That alone should be worth a poem or two.’

✨ ‘Growing up and seeing your parent’s flaws is like losing your religion. I don’t believe in God anymore. I don’t believe in my father either.’

✨ ‘Thing about falling is you don’t have any control on your way down.’

✨ ‘People just want to believe. Otherwise they would have to admit that life is just a random series of good and bad things that happen until one day you die.’

✨ ‘We have big, beautiful brains. We invent things that fly. We write poetry. You probably hate poetry, but it’s hard to argue with ‘Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day? Thou art more lovely and more temperate’ in terms of sheer beauty. We are capable of big lives. A big history. Why settle? Why choose the practical thing, the mundane thing? We are born to dream and make the things we dream about.’

✨ I think all the good parts of us are connected on some level. The part that shares the last double chocolate chip cookie or donates to charity or gives a dollar to a street musician or becomes a candy striper or cries at Apple commercials or says I love you or I forgive you. I think that’s God. God is the connection of the very best parts of us.

✨ ’Observable fact: People aren’t logical.’

✨ ‘People spend their whole lives looking for love. Poems and songs and entire novels are written about it. But how can you trust something that can end as suddenly as it begins?’

✨ ‘You’re just looking for someone to save you. Save yourself.’

✨ ‘Human beings are not reasonable creatures. Instead of being ruled by logic, we are ruled by emotions. The world would be a happier place if the opposite were true.’

✨ ‘It is better to see life as it is, not as you wish it to be.’

✨ ‘Names are powerful things. They act as an identity marker and a kind of map, locating you in time and geography. More than that, they can be a compass.’

✨ ‘Life is just a series of dumb decisions and indecisions and coincidences that we choose to ascribe meaning to.’

✨ ‘But he’s no planet, just the final fading light of an already dead star.’

✨ ‘Tragedy is funny.’ / ‘Are we in a tragedy?’ he asks, smiling broadly now’ / ‘Of course. Isn’t that what life is? We all die at the end.’

✨ ‘Love always changes everything.’

✨ ‘I think we’re all connected, everyone on Earth.’

✨ ‘Because everything looks like chaos up close. Daniel thinks it’s a matter of scale. If you pull back far enough and wait for long enough, then order emerges. Maybe their universe is just taking longer to form.’

Book Review: Full Dark House by Christopher Fowler

Rating: 5 out of 5.

Series: Bryant & May
Book in series: #1


I always believe that the first book in a series is the most important, because if you’re not completely hooked by the first, then you are unlikely to read the rest. The first book is the foundation upon which the following are built, allowing for stories and characters to develop. Can you imagine a series like Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings without the first in the series?

I’ll admit that this is not the type of book I usually pick up. With crime novels, I’m extremely fussy. I like murder mysteries being told in a specific way, otherwise I find they don’t capture my attention. I don’t like it when a novel takes too long to get to the action (ie. when I have to wait 200 pages for someone to be killed), or when the story is good but the detectives investigating the murder are so unlikeable that I can’t continue. So, when this was recommended to me, I wasn’t sure as to what I was going to make of it. But, wanting to read more detective fiction, I decided that all I could do was give it a go…

And holy cannoli with a side of pepperoni! This book is an absolute page-turner! Eating? Goodbye. Sleeping? Don’t be ridiculous—I have a book to read!

My primary reservation was that it was going to be too cliche or predictable; that the story was going to be easy to guess, and thus become boring. But, folks and friends, this novel is anything but! I literally had no idea who did it until it was revealed towards the very end!

I have to admit that I’m usually not a fan of stories that contain dual timelines. They’re often messy, details get forgotten, and sometimes they can completely veer off on tangents that have absolutely no relevance to the plot or characters whatsoever. And to make it doubly difficult – the murder in the present connected to the murder in the past? Well, that sounds like a recipe for disaster, doesn’t it?

But folks and friends, this book is exquisite. The two narratives – one set in war-time and the other set in present day, interlink perfectly with one another; the breadcrumbs you’re fed throughout are all connected at the end; and the mystery gets tied up in a nice little bow. It’s like a modern day Agatha Christie novel that reminds us that in order to understand the present, we must first understand the past.

Of course, I cannot write this review without mentioning our two main characters – Bryant and May. Loveable octogenarians with weird quirks and a friendship that’s more like a married couple… what’s not to like? Also, their banter was hilarious and had me laughing from the beginning to the very end—especially with the quote about the fork in the toaster! I am interested in seeing and exploring how their relationship changes in future books, and I hope they keep the same level of humour.

Ultimately, if you’re looking to start a new detective fiction series that has octogenarian shenanigans, hilarity, suspense, and thrill, then I cannot recommend this book enough!


Favourite quotes:

‘Plastic carrier bags floated around the traffic lights at the end of the Strand like predatory jellyfish.’

✨ ‘It was a violent place in which to discover a purpose. It was a good place to forge a friendship.’

✨ ‘The world will need sceptics after the war is over. Too many people are ready to believe anything they’re told.’

✨ ‘Throughout history, human nature remains unchanged. The world’s oldest questions are still being asked. Medea, Oedipus, we’re not adding anything that the Greeks didn’t already know.’

✨ ‘We’re the police, we don’t thump people.’

✨ ‘The city survived in fragments, as though it had been painted on glass and the glass had shattered.’

Book Review: The Midnight Library by Matt Haig

Rating: 5 out of 5.

Where do I even begin? There are so many thoughts and feelings I have about this book that trying to condense them into a post is very difficult. But, I shall start by saying: I urge every human being on the planet to read this.

Nora, the protagonist, has depression. And, feeling as though she has nothing else to live for, she chooses to take her own life. But, between life and death, there is a library. The Midnight Library – where every book is a chance to live another life that you could have lived, had you made different choices.

This book is not to be taken lightly. It covers deep, sensitive subjects. As per the synopsis, suicide and depression are two major themes, so do not expect to open this book and expect it to be a ‘light’ read. It’s an easy read, yes. But you must be in the right frame of mind to enter this book.

With sensitive subjects, as a reader, you can only hope that the author handles them sensitively. You do not want them to make light of these, brushing them off as though they are not genuine issues or pretending that they don’t affect as many people as they do throughout the world. While I don’t think they needed to be handled like they’re fragile, walking on eggshells or never overtly stating they are what they are, I do believe they need to be handled with care. Perhaps it’s because Matt Haig has been in Nora’s shoes, coming close to taking his own life more than once (something which he is very open about on his Instagram), but he approaches such issues beautifully and really puts life into perspective. Some things we think matter most, do not matter at all. And, some things we think matter least, are actually the most important.

I adored the concept of this book. It was so well written and thought out, and each chapter connects seamlessly to the one before. It is a book that will make you think and wonder, but it will also make you feel.

You may be hesitant to pick it up because you think it will be gut-wrenching and emotional. And yes, it is. But it’s also full of hope. I closed the book feeling more positive than I had done in a long time, and had the overwhelming feeling that I wanted to start living – truly living – because ultimately, that is what this book is about. Yes, it’s about depression and suicide, and all the other things in between. But more importantly, it’s about wanting, and choosing, to live.


✨ ‘It is easy to mourn the lives we aren’t living. Easy to wish we’d developed other talents, said yes to different offers. Easy to wish we’d worked harder, loved better, handled our finances more astutely, been more popular, stayed in the band, gone to Australia, said yes to the coffee or done more bloody yoga. It takes no effort to miss the friends we didn’t make and the work we didn’t do, the people we didn’t go and the people we didn’t marry and the children we didn’t have. It is not difficult to see yourself through the lens of other people, and to wish you were all different kaleidoscopic versions of you they wanted you to be. It is easy to regret, and keep regretting, ad infinitum, until our time runs out. But it is not lives we regret not living that are the real problem. It is the regret itself. It’s the regret that makes us shrivel and wither and feel like our own and other people’s worst enemy. We can’t tell if any of those other versions would have been better or worse. Those lives are happening, it is true, but you are happening as well, and that is the happening we have to focus on.’

‘It is quite a revelation to discover that the place you wanted to escape to is the exact same place you escaped from. that the prison wasn’t the place, but the perspective.’

✨ ‘The only way to learn is to live.’

✨ ‘If you aim to be something you are not, you will always fail. Aim to be you. Aim to look and act and think like you. Aim to be the truest version of you. Embrace that you-ness. Endorse it. Love it. Work hard at it. And don’t give a second thought when people mock it or ridicule it. Most gossip is envy in disguise.’

✨ ‘Between life and death there is a library,’ she said. ‘And within that library, the shelves go on forever. Every book provides a chance to try another life you could have lived. To see how things would be if you had made other choices…. would you have done anything differe,t if you had the chance to undo your regrets?’

✨ ‘I don’t think your problem was stage fright. Or wedding fright. I think your problem was life fright.’

✨ “What do I do now?’ ‘You open the book and turn to the first page.’

✨ ‘Never underestimate the big importance of small things.’

✨ ‘Because a pawn is never just a pawn. A pawn is a queen-in-waiting. All you need to do is find a way to keep moving forward. One square after another. And you can get to the other side and unlock all kinds of power.’

✨ ‘Three simple words containing the power and potential of a multiverse. I AM ALIVE.’

✨ ‘A person was like a city. You couldn’t let a few less desirable parts put you off the whole. There may be bits you don’t like, a few dodgy side streets and suburbs, but the good stuff makes it worthwhile.’

✨ ’We only need to be one person. We only need to feel one existence. We don’t have to do everything in order to be everything, because we are already infinite. While we are alive we always contain a future of multifarious possibility.’

✨ You don’t have to understand life. You just have to live it.’

✨ ’You’re overthinking it.’ “I have anxiety. I have no other type of thinking available.’

✨ ’And that sadness is intrinsically part of the fabric of happiness. You can’t have one without the other. Of course, they come in different degrees and quantities. But there is no life where you can be in a state of sheer happiness for ever. And imagining there is just breeds more unhappiness in the life you’re in.’

✨ ’Sometimes just to say your own truth out loud is enough to find others like you.’

‘Of course, we can’t visit every place or meet every person or do every job, yet most of what we’d feel in any life is still available. We don’t have to play every game to know what winning feels like. We don’t have to hear every piece of music in the world to understand music. We don’t have to have tried every variety of grape from every vineyard to know the pleasure of wine. Love and laughter and fear and pain are universal currencies. We just have to close our eyes and savour the taste of the drink in front of us and listen to the song as it plays. We are as completely and utterly alive as we are in any other life and have access to the same emotional spectrum.’

‘The thing that looks the most ordinary might end up being the thing that leads you to victory.’

‘It was interesting, she mused to herself, how life sometimes simply gave you a whole new perspective by waiting around long enough for you to see it.’

NCIS: Origins: My Preliminary Thoughts.

If you know me, you’ll know that I have been a long-time fan of NCIS. For years, it was the show that defined me. I had turned the television over to the show by accident one day circa 2007, and that was all it took. One episode and I was hooked – forever invested in these characters and stories, to the point they almost felt like friends. I would watch episodes religiously every week, and I felt so deeply for these characters that I even dabbled in writing fanfiction (but that’s for another post…)

To be honest, although at one point it was my favourite show, I haven’t truly watched it in years. When Cote De Pablo announced her departure for season 11 in 2013, I was utterly heartbroken. I had become so attached to Ziva David as a character that saying goodbye to her felt like saying goodbye to a friend. I couldn’t imagine not seeing her on screen every week alongside the other wonderful actors, and my favourite show no longer felt like my favourite show. There would be no more sexual tension between Tony and Ziva; no more of their longing looks across the bullpen. There awesome threesome – Tony, Ziva, and McGee would be non-existent. Everything changed, and I could no longer bring myself to watch it as avidly as I once did.

Of course, I did tune in for the odd episode such as the departure of Tony DiNozzo (played by Michael Weatherly), because although it was a bittersweet moment, my little Tiva shipping heart was happy that there closure, albeit not the closure I would have hoped for.

I watched the departure of Abigail Scuito, whose character I had once aspired to be, having become enamoured with the idea of forensic science (though, I decided against becoming one because I didn’t think I could handle the real-life responsibility of the job and everything it entailed… and it was also probably not as glamourous as the television made it out to be).

Then, in Season 17, Cote De Pablo returned for some very special Ziva-centric episodes which filled my heart with so much joy that I felt like I was going to burst. Seeing her return to the character and the role that I had grown so attached to… it honestly felt like a friend was returning home after almost a decade away. And again, though her episodes didn’t give us the closure we wish we had had (i.e. and on-screen reunion with Tony & Tali), they came much closer than her previous departure episodes did.

And more recently, at the end of season 18/beginning of season 19, Mark Harmon–the OG leader–decided that it was time to leave his role as Leroy Jethro Gibbs behind, having played the same character for almost two decades of his life. Admittedly, there was some speculation that the show would not survive without him, leaving only Timothy McGee (played by Sean Murray) as the last remaining character to appear in every single season since the show aired. But despite the worries, the show is still as successful as it once was, having gone through the routine of character changes more than a few times – from Jenny Shepherd to Leon Vance, from Caitlin Todd to Ziva David, from Abigail Scuito to Kasie Hines, and from Leroy Jethro Gibbs to Alden Parker.

Of course, having a show on air for two decades means that there have been a lot of storylines and background for every character, most notably Gibbs. Over the course of nineteen seasons, the show explores Gibbs’ past multiple times – from his various marriages to different redheads, to his immediate family including Shannon and his daughter Kelly, his encounter with the beloved medical examiner Ducky (David McCallum), his journey to becoming an NIS agent (later renamed to NCIS), and his relationship with his former mentor, Mike Franks (Muse Watson).

Last week, CBS’s announcement of Mark Harmon’s return to the role of Gibbs in a new show – NCIS: Origins – caught me by surprise. I know that there will be many fans out there for whom this is wonderful news, but the question begs: how much more of a story can they tell that they haven’t already told before? How will they be able to translate this into a story that is multiple episodes long, without being a cut-and-paste version of what we’ve seen in NCIS? Also, will there be continuity?

In addition, Mark Harmon’s son Sean will be returning to play the role of a young Gibbs. He has previously portrayed the character in several episodes of NCIS during flashbacks to Gibbs’ past, which is sure to be a treat for the hardcore NCIS fans and bodes well for the continuity aspect. Still, what about the other characters that we have seen in Gibbs’ past in the original series? Will the same actors/actresses be willing to reprise their roles to keep the continuity, or will they be casting new and unknown actors for the parts?

But the question I am perhaps the most interested in (aside from whether it will be good, which remains to be seen), is will viewers find it popular or are there some stories that should simply rest in peace? Having watched Gibbs’ departure storyline, it felt like a fitting farewell to him. It made sense. It gave the closure we all needed to say our goodbyes to this character that had graced our screens for so many years. After all, even Gibbs states in his rules:

Rule 11: When the job is done, walk away.

I’ll admit, I am intrigued to see the outcome of this new series, even if I may be on the fence about watching it. (Although I may do so, if only to review). To be honest, if I had it my way I would much rather see a spin-off show starring Michael Weatherly and Cote De Pablo as Tiva (Tony & Ziva), because even after all these years my heart still ships them as hard as it once did!

But then, I wonder: if the door is open for a Gibbs’ origin story, will there be space for others?


Photo: Digital Spy, CBS Photo Archive/Getty Images

2023 Film Round-Up

So, if you’ve been here for a while (or you follow me over on Instagram), you’ll know that I am a massive bibliophile and in 2022 I posted my 2021 Reading Round-Up, listing all of the books I had read throughout the year and their genres etc. so that I could look back and see what types of books I want into during different periods of the year.

Admittedly, I forgot to do this for 2022, and my plan was to do it before the end of 2023, but alas, it did not manifest itself… so I guess we’ll just skip the year. However, I did decide that it would be interesting to have something similar for all the films I watched in 2023, as I am also an avid film fan!

While I use Storygraph to track my reading, there is currently no such app (that I know of) to track my film watching (though if somebody does know of one out there, please let me know). I wanted to try and keep the same idea of seeing what genres I liked watching the most, which film I watched most frequently, the shortest film, longest film, etc. so I have manually worked out all of the figures at the end and compiled it into a nice little infographic!

I also decided that I needed strict parameters when it came to deciding what films I could actually count as having ‘watched’, so the rules are as follows:

  • Films must be started from the very beginning (ie, no switching over to it half way through it airing). If I fall asleep/get bored and turn it off etc, it can still be included, but I can only include the ‘watch time’ in the total time, not the length of the film. (eg. I turned on Nanny McPhee in the middle of the film at some point during the year, but as I didn’t watch the whole thing, I didn’t include it on the list.)
  • Films must be watched personally. Films playing in the background that I’m only listening to, or that others are watching, don’t count. (Films watched while I’m working or writing do count, as long as I watch at least 85% of what is on screen. eg. My parents were watching Indiana: Jones: The Dial of Destiny, but as I cannot tell you what happens since I wasn’t really watching it, I haven’t included it on the list.)
  • Rewatches count in the total films watched – every watch counts as a separate viewing.
  • When it comes to most watched actors/actresses, each film they appear in can only be counted once, even if it’s a rewatch.

I have broken the films down into months, listing the total number of films I watched, a list of the films, and beneath the titles: the rating I have given them (out of a possible 5 stars), the length of the film, and the genre. (I could have included more, but even just working all of these out was such a mission!) I have also included a teeny, tiny description of my overall thoughts on the film.

So, if you’re interested to see what my viewing habits were like last year, without further ado, here they are:


Update: It has recently occured to me that this list might not be entirely accurate as I think there are several films that I’ve forgotten to note down! So this is a *mostly* accurate list, with a few discrepancies.


January

Total films watched: 2

Aloha (2022)

  • Rating: 2 ⭐️
  • Length: 2 hr 10m
  • Genre: Action, Drama

For a film with such big names, it was a bit of a letdown. It felt like they had simply gathered all of these stars on a foreign island during their vacations, and decided to make a film while they were there. There was no real plot and I debated switching it off halfway through.

The Family Stone (2005)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 43m
  • Genre: Romance/Comedy

A decent film which was quite enjoyable, having watched it directly after the previous one. The story was good, it was funny at times, and rather emotional by the end. A decent romantic comedy which I’d consider watching it again.


February

Total films watched: 13

I Wanna Dance with Somebody (2022)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 26m
  • Genre: Romance/Comedy

Not a bad biopic at all. The lead actress has quite a good likeness to Whitney Houston, and it is clear that she had studied for many hours to try and portray her as accurately as possible. I don’t know how much of the story was dramatised, but there were certainly a lot of things I didn’t know, and I liked that it focused on her background as well as her career and path to stardom.

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, Part 2 (2010)

  • Rating: 5⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 10m
  • Genre: Fantasy

Well, I needn’t write much about this film because I feel like most people on the planet have seen it. No matter how many times I watch it, it hits me like it did the first time, and is the most epic and wonderful conclusion to the film series, that holds a special place in my heart.

Last Seen Alive (2022)

  • Rating: 3 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 35m
  • Genre: Thriller, Mystery

Who doesn’t love Gerard Butler in an action film? He’s brilliant at playing the rogue hero, (or sometimes rogue villain), and it’s certainly clear as to why he continues to get cast in these types of roles. The story was okay, but nothing extremely inventive. Your run of the mill action film, that is great for entertainment.

Bullet Train (2022)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 6m
  • Genre: Action, Comedy

Better than I thought it was going to be. It was funny, action-packed, and star-studded! Though it was unexpectedly graphic in some places, the pace and comedy made up for it. Well worth a watch for entertainment value.

Stephen King’s A Good Marriage (2014)

  • Rating: 3⭐️?
  • Length: 1hr 42m | Watch time: 45m
  • Genre: Horror, Psychological thriller

So… I can’t really comment on this film much because I have to admit I fell asleep. Not because it was boring, but because it was the fifth film of the day, and I was shattered. I’ll have to rewatch at a later date and give my proper thoughts on it, because I do love a good psychological thriller and Stephen King is epic!

Shotgun Wedding (2022)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 40m
  • Genre: Romance, Comedy, Action

Josh Duhamel and Jennifer Lopez are not a duo I’d ever put together in a film, but it actually worked really well. I was pleasantly surprised by their dynamic, and to be fair, the story was also quite good. There was comedy, romance, and a whole lot of action packed into the minutes – definitely a good watch!

Night Hunter (2018)

  • Rating: …. ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 38m | Watch time: 30m
  • Genre: Thriller, Crime

I have to admit that I also fell asleep during this one, so I can’t comment or rate this one either. But, from what I gather from those who didn’t manage to nod off, was that it was a great film, and wonderful to see Henry Cavill playing a different sort of character to the usual (super)heroes he gets cast in.

The Italian Job (2003)

  • Rating: 45 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 51m
  • Genre: Action, Thriller, Comedy

I think I’ve lost count as to how many times I have seen this film. While this is a remake of the original 1960s film, and having seen both, I have to admit that I do prefer this one. It’s modern, thrilling, exciting, and has some wonderful comedic moments.

Dangerous Game: The Legacy Murders (2022)

  • Rating: 2 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 36m
  • Genre: Drama, Mystery, Horror?

Mediocre cast. Good idea. Poor execution. Way too predictable, and honestly a little bit boring. It’s also far more graphic, gory, and traumatic than I expected it to be. Think Final Destination with a mystery element.

Mrs Harris Goes to Paris (2022)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 56m
  • Genre: Comedy, Drama

I could rave about this film all day. What a brilliant, uplifting, wonderful piece of cinema this is. Leslie Manville is fantastic in this. It both made my heart ache and warmed it at the same time, and is honestly one of the best feel-good films I’ve ever seen.

The Guest (2014)

  • Rating: 3 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 40m
  • Genre: Thriller, Mystery

This was not what I thought it was going to be, but it wasn’t the worst film in the world. Dan Stevens is a great actor, and it was nice to see him in something other than Beauty and the Beast. The pace was a little too slow for my liking, and there wasn’t a big enough twist at the end… but overall, an alright film.

The Lucky One (2012)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 41m
  • Genre: Romance, Drama

Well, if it’s an adaptation of a Nicholas Sparks book, you can almost guarantee that it’s going to break your heart. A spectacular film that’s well worth a watch if you need to cry into a blanket.

Memory (2022)

  • Rating: 3 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 54m
  • Genre: Action, Thriller

Interestingly, for a film titled ‘Memory’, I remember very little about watching this one aside from knowing that the main character, played by Liam Neeson, is losing his memory. A generic action thriller, with a small twist… but he’s done better work.


March

Total films watched: 8

Titanic (1997)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 43m
  • Genre: Romance/Comedy

I’ve seen this film a few times, but this was my first watching it in a cinema (also in 3D.).. and oh my stars! It was like watching an entirely new film. I saw things I’d never noticed, and got to experience this for the cinematic masterpiece that it is.

Magic Mike’s Last Dance (2023)

  • Rating: 3 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 52 m
  • Genre: Romance, Drama, Comedy

Channing Tatum grinding on Salma Hayek? Well, alright. It was okay, and pretty much what I was expecting… three minutes in and he was already whipping his shirt off and giving a lapdance. Perhaps it didn’t have the desired effect as I hadn’t seen the previous films, but I probably wouldn’t watch this again.

Fall (2022)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 47m
  • Genre: Thriller

What a film!! For a film that I had never heard of, with no notable cast members other than Jeffrey Dean Morgan (who is in it for barely five minutes), I thought this was going to be an utter snooze fest… but I was totally wrong. It was thrilling, gripping, and I was on the edge of my seat the whole time. Definitely worth a watch if you’re in the mood for a thriller with an unexpected ending!

Enola Holmes 2 (2022)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 10m
  • Genre: Mystery/Crime

The first film was utterly enjoyable and I didn’t think that it would be possible to exceed it, but I honestly think I preferred the sequel to the original! The story was great, it moved at a wonderful pace, and it was both action-packed and comedic!

Mindcage (2022)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 37m
  • Genre: Thriller, Mystery

A bit of a slow start to the film, but well worth sticking with because it gets more intriguing with every minute that passes… not to mention the utterly shocking twist at the end that I did not see coming at all! An absolutely fantastic thriller!

Love, Weddings, and Other Disasters (2020)

  • Rating: 2.5 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 36m
  • Genre: Comedy, Romance

An okay film. It was well-paced, with quite a good plot, and funny at times, but I didn’t love it as much as I wanted to. Not the worst romcom I’ve seen, but there are others that I prefer.

Untraceable (2008)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 41m
  • Genre: Horror, Mystery

Well, this had me on the edge of my seat! I didn’t want to be gripped by it, but it was magnetic and I couldn’t tear my eyes away. It was certainly a mixture of horror and mystery, but well worth every minute.

Frozen (2010)

  • Rating: 3 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 33m
  • Genre: Horror, Crime

Three skiers, snow, and life or death choices? What’s not to be freaked out about? I don’t usually enjoy horrors, but this is perhaps one of the less graphic ones I’ve seen, so it was more thriller-y than anything. Not a bad film at all, and great for a movie you want to pass the time.


April

Total films watched: 0

I have absolutely no idea how this is possible considering my birthday is in April, and I love watching cosy films and celebrating… but I watched a total of zero films during this month! What?!


May

Total films watched: 1

The Other Woman (2014)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 49m
  • Genre: Comedy, Romance

This was the only film I watched in May and it is one of my favourites! I love this trio of women and they work so well together on screen. There are some epically hilarious moments throughout, and one specific moment that tugs on my heartstrings. A fantastic RomCom to watch when you need a pick-me-up!


June

Total films watched: 8

Top Gun: Maverick (2022)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 11m
  • Genre: Action, Thriller

I’ve honestly lost count of how many times I’ve seen this film since its release in 2022. I think it has made into into my most-watched films of all time because I can’t get enough of it. Thrilling, action-packed, emotional. One of the best films I’ve ever seen and a must-see at any time of the year.

When in Rome (2010)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 31m
  • Genre: Romance, Comedy

A very decent romcom! I adore Kristen Bell, but surprisingly I haven’t actually seen much with her in. It was hilarious, entertaining, and another feel-good watch.

The Proposal (2009)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 48m
  • Genre: Comedy, Romance

Another film I’ve seen countless times, and it’s one of my favourites! I adore Sandra Bullock and love virtually everything that she’s in, but she and Ryan Reynolds in this film are an epic duo. It’s the OG enemies to lovers, and I will watch it a million times.

27 Dresses (2008)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 51m
  • Genre: Comedy, Romance

I love this film. There’s nothing else to it really. There are moments in it when I want to scream at characters, there are moments that make me laugh, and not to spoil the ending, but it’s a happily ever after. What’s not to love?

The Blind Side (2009)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 9m
  • Genre: Sport, Drama

Yet again, another film I have watched over and over. This is most definitely in my top 10 films of all time. It makes me cry, it makes me smile, and the storytelling in this is utterly beautiful. An outstanding cast. An outstanding story.

White House Down (2013)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 17m
  • Genre: Action, Thriller

Can Channing Tatum please make more action films because he’s utterly brilliant in these roles? I’m a big fan of disaster films, not because I’m dark and twisty, but because, for me, they’re so thrilling and exciting to watch, even if they are a little depressing at times. A brilliant film with a brilliant cast, that will have you on the edge of your seat.

Top Gun (1986)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 50m
  • Genre: Action, Romance

I’ll admit that I only saw this for the first time right before Top Gun: Maverick was released, but this original film is utterly epic and what a fantastic story. I’m not sure I’d watch this one over and over like the sequel, but it’s still a fantastic film that I’ll give five stars!

The Snowman (2017)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 59m
  • Genre: Psychological thriller

A psychological thriller intertwined with a multitude of puzzles? Yes, please. A brilliant, gripping film that kept me on the edge of my seat. While not my favourite psych thrill, it’s still a very good four-star film and if you’re into this category then I’d highly recommend it.


July

Total films watched: 0

Surprisingly, another month where I watched zero films!


August

Total films watched: 9

Barbie (2023)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 54m
  • Genre: Comedy, Fantasy

Never did I think that a film about a toy doll would make it into my top five films of 2023, that I would watch it more than once, and that I would be crying at the ending… yet here we are. I adored this film so much (full review coming soon), and it’s a movie that I constantly find myself thinking about. Utter feminist perfection.

Frozen Ground (2013)

  • Rating: 3 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 45m
  • Genre: Crime, Thriller

When you think of Nicolas Cage and John Cusack, you think of brilliant films like National Treasure, Knowing, 2012, or Identity. But sadly, neither of these brilliant actors could save this film. It was an average thriller, but nothing that blew me away.

The Ledge (2022)

  • Rating: 3 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 26m
  • Genre: Thriller, Adventure

A mediocre thriller. Nothing spectacular but an entertaining watch. However, slightly more gory than I thought it would be, and I’m not sure I’d watch it again.

The Intern (2017)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 1m
  • Genre: Comedy, Drama

This film is utterly brilliant in every way. Anne Hathaway and Robert DeNiro make an excellent duo, the story is fantastic, and there is both enough emotional content and comic relief to balance each other out. It also makes me crave a friendship with an elderly person, because Jules’ and Ben’s friendship in this film is spectacularly beautiful.

Heart of Stone (2023)

  • Rating: 3 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 2m | Watch time: 45m
  • Genre: Action, Thriller

Unfortunately, though the trailer looked great. I didn’t vibe with this film at all. In fact, I think at one point I may have even fallen asleep, because I’m not sure I could even describe the sequence of events. Gutting, because it looked so good. But sadly it just didn’t capture my attention in the way I’d hoped.

Top Gun: Maverick (2022)

This again…

Coco (2017)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length:1hr 45m
  • Genre: Animated, Fantasy, Adventure

I saw this film for the first time in 2018, right after my grandad died, and it had me in utter tears. It is one of my favourite animated films ever, not just because the music is fantastic, but because of what the whole film represents – that the ones we love never leave us, and are quietly with us forever. I cry every single time at this film, and it holds a deep, sentimental value in my heart.

80 for Brady (20223)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 38m
  • Genre: Comedy, Sport

What a film this was! It is most definitely in my top 5 of films I watched in 2023. These four ladies make the most brilliant ensemble, and I didn’t stop laughing the whole way through. It was also nice to have a film featuring older ladies where the story didn’t end with somebody dying – a guaranteed happy ending for this one. I would also say that if you’re going to watch anything from this list, please watch this.

The House with a Clock in its Walls (2018)

  • Rating: 2 ⭐️
  • Length:1hr 45m
  • Genre: Fantasy, Horror

So, I thought this was going to be a fantastic film, but sadly I didn’t vibe with this one either. It was a bit wacky and weird, which I would have enjoyed, but the story was way too slow and I found myself looking at my phone than at the television. Disappointing, but two stars for the casting.


September

Total films watched: 4

Luck (2022)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 45m
  • Genre: Comedy, Fantasy, Animated

Love, love, love! Sweet, endearing, funny, and adorable. What more could you want in a Skydance film? I loved the premise, the animation, the humour, and it even had me crying at the end which I did not expect! A good length film, with a good story, good voice acting, and just a well-rounded watch!

Top Gun: Maverick (2022)

And in the month right after? I must be nuts. Will it appear again? Who the hell knows.

The Lake House (2006)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length:1hr 39m
  • Genre: Romance, Fantasy

Who doesn’t love The Lake House? A beautiful story, with two brilliant actors. It’s heartbreaking, heartwarming, and just a classic romance that will stand the test of time.

Book Club: The Next Chapter (2023)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length:1hr 48m
  • Genre: Comedy, Romance

Again, another four fabulous ladies that make a brilliant ensemble. I enjoyed the first one, but I genuinely think this one topped it. I can only hope that my friendships look like this when I am in my seventies/eighties. Another must-watch on this list (perhaps after 80 for Brady!)


October

Total films watched: 4

Taylor Swift: The Eras Tour (2023)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 49m
  • Genre: Music, Concert film, Documentary

I don’t even need to say much about this film, other than it was utterly spectacular, and it has made me a million times more excited to see this concert in person in a few months!

Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone (2001)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 32m
  • Genre: Fantasy, Adventure

Because, what other Harry Potter would you watch in October?

Love Again (2017)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 44m
  • Genre: Romance, Comedy

Another RomCom on the list, but a brilliant one! Priyanka Chopra is fabulous, but the star of the film has to be Celine Dion. I didn’t realise how hilarious she is, but after watching her in this, I’d love to see her in more comedies because she completely made this film!

National Treasure (2004)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 25m
  • Genre: Adventure, Action, Comedy

Treasure hunting, iconic Nicolas Cage lines, riddles, puzzles, and more. What else could you ask for? If you like solving puzzles, with an interest in history, this is for you. Though, I’m not sure how accurate all of the history is, but who the hell cares when the film is so fun!


November

Total films watched: 2

The Out-Laws (2023)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length:1hr 35m
  • Genre: Comedy, Action

A very decent comedy action film. It’s thrilling, exciting, and funny! There is also one particular joke in the film that tickled me pink, as I love it when films refer to actor’s other work/characters! A great watch to fill and hour and a half!

Shazam: Fury of the Gods (2023)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 10m
  • Genre: Action, Comedy

Watching the first film is essential to watch this one and I really don’t know which one I prefer. I’m not a massive superhero fan, but I thought this film was great and quite comical! Not a bad watch at all!


December

Total films watched: 25

And, of course, it’s no surprise that December is the month that sports the biggest viewing habits – with the festive season and a decent break from work, what else am I supposed to do beneath the Christmas lights?

Heart of the Holidays (2020)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length:1hr 24m
  • Genre: Comedy, Romance

Your classic cheesy Hallmark Christmas film. Funny, charming, sweet. Feel good vibes, like a warm hug, and perfect for watching by the Christmas tree.

Next Stop, Christmas (2021)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length:1hr 24m
  • Genre: Romance, Comedy

Oh, look… another Hallmark film. A little fantasy twist on this one, but festive, sweet, and funny.

The Holiday (2006)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 18m
  • Genre: Romance, Comedy

Perhaps my favourite Christmas film of all time. I could watch this repeatedly during the festive season. Funny, witty, charming, emotional… and Jude Law in his glasses… *melts*

The Nightmare Before Christmas (1993)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length:1hr 16m
  • Genre: Musical, Fantasy

A film that can be watched both at Halloween and Christmas, with wonderful catchy music, and characters? Yes. I love this film, and it’s such an easy watch!

Deck the Halls (2006)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length:1hr 33m
  • Genre: Comedy, Family

Not my favourite Christmas film, but still worth a watch! Mischief, shenaningans, comedy, and a very sweet ending – the makings of a good festive film!

Noelle (2019)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length:1hr 40m
  • Genre: Comedy, Family, Fantasy

I think this has made its way onto the list of films that I must watch every Christmas. Adorable, sweet, funny, and heartwarming.

Burlesque (2010)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length:1hr 59m
  • Genre: Drama, Musical

Another film I’ve watched repeatedly. Both Christina and Cher are incredible in this film, the music is exceptional, and it’s the definition of glitz and glam!

Love Actually (2003)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 25m
  • Genre: Comedy, Romance

Another film I watch every single Christmas, because with this many iconic actors, how can you not? I adore this film, not only because it’s wonderful to watch, but because of what it reminds us of – that if we look for it, love, actually, is all around us.

How The Grinch Stole Christmas (2000)

  • Rating: 3 ⭐️
  • Length:1hr 45m
  • Genre: Comedy, Fantasy

I have to admit, I don’t like this film very much but I decided to watch it because my mum had never seen it before… but it’s not something I’d watch on the regular at Christmas. I have nothing against Jim Carrey, I just don’t like the film.

Wonka (2023)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length:1hr 56m
  • Genre: Musical, Fantasy

Oh, my stars! What an incredible film! One of the best things I’ve seen in a long, long time. The story was fantastic, the performances were amazing, and I was sobbing by the end. I can’t wait to watch this over and over again, all the time. Completely magical.

Christmas with the Kranks (2004)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 38m
  • Genre: Comedy, Family

A semi-ridiculous, funny, festive film. It’s always on my Christmas list to break up the cheesy Hallmark films and the ones that I adore. Tim Allen and Jamie Lee Curtis are hilarious in this, and if you need a good festive chuckle, I’d choose this!

The 12 Days of Christmas Eve (2022)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length: 1hr 30m
  • Genre: Comedy, Drama

A Christmas Carol, with a twist. A scrooge forced to make amends for his wrongdoings, otherwise he dies… very festive! It was a great watch, and unexpectedly emotional!

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (2005)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 37m
  • Genre: Fantasy, Adventure

Well, if the Harry Potter channel is constantly on over Christmas, it only makes sense to watch whatever film they’re airing…

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (2007)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 18m
  • Genre: Fantasy, Adventure

My favourite HP film… and since the channel airs them all in order, it would have been rude not to watch it!

Harry Potter and the Half -Blood Prince (2009)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 33m
  • Genre: Fantasy, Adventure

And of course, I had to follow it on with the sixth film…

Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (2004)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 19m
  • Genre: Fantasy, Adventure

My second favourite HP instalment! Yes, I watched them out of order, but there was nothing else on…

Home Alone (1990)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length:1hr 43m
  • Genre: Comedy, Family

Is it even Christmas if you haven’t watched this?

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows: Part 1 (2010)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 26m
  • Genre: Fantasy, Adventure

Because after watching a comedy, of course, I needed something that would rip my heart out…

David Holmes: The Boy Who Lived (2023)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length:1hr 30m
  • Genre: Documentary

An exceptional documentary, about an exceptional man. When we watch our favourite action movies, we get so wrapped up in the story that it’s easy to forget about the remarkable stunt people who make them possible, and risk their lives every day in the name of art. I vaguely knew David’s story, but to hear him tell it, and to hear the perspective of others… it’s gut-wrenching, heartbreaking, emotional, and inspiring.

Nativity (2009)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length:1hr 45m
  • Genre: Comedy, Family

Who doesn’t love a gone-wrong nativity play at Christmas?

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, Part 2 (2010)

Of course, after watching part one, it’s only right that you watch the conclusion….

Miracle on 34th Street (1994)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length:1hr 54m
  • Genre: Drama, Family, Fantasy

Another film I love watching during the festive season… though, as I’ve gotten older I’ve come to realise just how wild the ending actually is.

The Family Plan (2023)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length:1hr 58m
  • Genre: Action, Comedy

I do love Mark Wahlberg in an action role! A great mix of exciting, edge-of-your-seat fight scenes, mystery and comedy! And an unexpected twist at the end!

Die Hard: With A Vengeance (1995)

  • Rating: 4 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 8m
  • Genre: Action, Thriller

My favourite Die Hard film of the series – a ix of action, thriller, puzzles, riddles, and comedy! What’s not to love?

Hidden Figures (2016)

  • Rating: 5 ⭐️
  • Length: 2hr 7m
  • Genre: Drama, History

And, finishing the year strong with one of my favourite films of all time. Another one that I’ve lost count as to how many times I’ve viewed it, but it’s worth every minute. A fascinating film about three remarkable women, who really were Hidden Figures during this space program, and it managed to make me emotional every single time.


Well… that’s it! All the films I watched during the year of 2023! And, if you’re here simply for the stats, look no further:

I have to admit, I had SO much fun making this infographic and I love the way it looks! It’s been so interesting looking at my viewing habits over the year, and I can’t wait to see how 2024 compares!

*Note: Some of the statistics might be slightly wrong, in terms of minutes watched, as I had to work all of it out by hand (along with a calculator), but I’ve tried to keep it as accurate as possible.

Save the Bookstores: Shop small, not Amazon.

Cheap books. We all love it when books are on sale, or there are amazing deals meaning we can consume more of what we love. But what is it actually costing us in the process, aside from saving a few pennies?

We all know that (most) books are fundamentally good for us. They allow us to be progressive, lending so much to the development of both individuals and society – to our morals, our understanding of the world around us, and our entertainment. They provide spaces to approach taboo topics, to have deep and meaningful discussions with our peers, and an escape from difficult situations.

If you’re a book lover, I also don’t need to remind you of the joy of walking into a bookstore and browsing for hours, flicking through pages, smelling the paper, or being drawn to an extremely pretty cover as you’re passing the shelves.

I recently read this post on medium.com, which reports that Amazon is on track to own 85% of the publishing/book market by 2025. This is absolutely astonishing and needless to say harmful to all of the well-established and indie bookstores that we know and love.

In 2021, Amazon’s profits from book sales reached $280 billion dollars, and every year their book-based profits increase by 8%. This doesn’t sound like much, does it? But what if I told you that 8 percent is equivalent $22.4 billion dollars? Scary, right?

Not only is this bad for the physical bookstores because their entire livelihood depends upon people purchasing books from them, but this is also catastrophic for authors.

As Andy Hunter writes in the article:

‘Authors and publishers need to worry. Once Amazon dominates 80% of the book market, who are authors working for? Authors will effectively be producing content for Amazon to sell on commission, and Amazon will have control over the terms.’

Of course, we’re also all aware that authors rely on their readers in order to make a living, as without readers their entire purpose becomes obsolete. However, it’s very easy to underestimate the power that bookstores have in growing an author’s fanbase and helping them to acquire new audiences. From book signings, Q&A events, interviews, and even the promotional tables such as ‘our bookseller’s favourites’ that you see when you enter the doors… all of it is essential to the author’s livelihood.

And, it is also vital to us as readers. How many events have you attended at a bookstore where you’ve made friends with somebody whilst waiting in line? How many times have you recommended a book to somebody else whilst you’re browsing the shelves? How many times have you been recommended a book by the booksellers because they think you might enjoy based on the pile of books that you’ve brought to their till?

Bookstores are crucial in shaping the communities of readers and non-readers alike.

‘Every bookstore is an activist for the importance of books in our culture; they are fertile grounds where all kinds of wild narratives are nurtured and grow.’

I will admit, that I am no saint. I have spent more than my fair share of pennies buying books on Amazon. It’s relatively easy to do when you have the app right there and you can get Prime delivery so the book will be on your doorstep the next day. It’s easy to do when they offer great deals or the prices are so cheap that you can’t believe how many books you can get –’you’d never get this many in a bookstore,’ you think to yourself. And you’re right. But in saving even just a tiny bit of money, you’re sacrificing your experience.

So, how can we save our beloved bookstores and everything they represent?

Shop small. Shop indie. Shop physically. Buy secondhand books. Thrift them from your local charity shops. Even purchasing them from your local supermarket makes a world of difference!

I’m not saying to boycott Amazon, because I know that most people have e-readers like a Kindle (I do!), and of course, Kindle is an Amazon-owned company, so I would be an utter hypocrite if I told you to avoid it completely. But where you can, when it comes to physical books, use Amazon as your last and final resort.

In order to help you, I have compiled a list of shops and websites that you can use as an alternative to Amazon! I have also included the websites for the physical bookshops if they have them (the exception being places like 66 books)

Bookshops:

Forbidden Planet

With its flagship store at the heart of Central London on Shaftesbury Avenue, the cult TV megastore sells not only merchandise from a million and one-hit television shows and films, but also carries an enormous selection of books!

If you’re looking for books that are specifically science-fiction, fantasy or horror, then this is 10/10 the place to shop! In fact, this is always my go-to before venturing to other places such as Waterstones.

Not only are the prices great in here because they tend to run quite a few offers but they also carry signed editions too!

Though, I will say that my favourite reason to venture to Forbidden Planet for some books is purely the fact that I’m a floppy paperback girl through and through, and the majority of the books on the shelves (if not hardbacks) are floppy paperbacks! (If you’re a reader, and I’m assuming you are, you’ll know how exciting and appealing this is!).

Blackwell’s

Photo: The Bookseller

Blackwell’s is an independent bookshop (now owned by Waterstones), offering a wide variety of books from mainstream fiction, to more indie publications that are perhaps harder to find. Its flagship store is located in Oxford, Oxfordshire, but there are also 17 other locations throughout the UK, including Cambridge, Edinburgh, Exeter and London.

One of the things I love most about Blackwell’s is that they often stock international editions of books which is wonderful for a bibliophile like me if I’m looking for a specific (or very pretty) cover, that all of my international Bookstagram friends have (such as Love and Other Words by Christina Lauren).

Generic trade paperback cover.
Galley Books US cover.

It’s also handy because even though their prices are slightly higher than some other independent bookshops, it means that I don’t have to sell an organ in order to be able to afford the extortionate costs incurred from shipping the book from overseas.

Heffers

Photo: The Guardian

Heffers is an independent Blackwell’s-owned bookshop located in the heart of Cambridge. Interestingly, there is no online site for Heffers through which you can buy books, meaning that if you’re after a copy of something from this bookstore, then you’re going to have to venture out in person!

In some respects, I love and admire this because it’s all too easy to forget how wonderful in-person book shopping can be; but then again, with life sometimes being so chaotic and barely finding the time to do all of the things I need to do, let alone want to do, being able to purchase books with the click of a button and have them delivered straight to my doorstep is utterly convenient.

The Works

For me, The Works is always a top priority when it comes to finding books at bargain prices, and it seems like it’s hard not to find a store these days as they are seemingly popping up everywhere! Of course, it isn’t actually a bookstore, but a discount retailer, so alongside the wonderful reads lining the shelves, you’ll also find arts, crafts, and stationery supplies.

But, perhaps the major perk about shopping for books in the The Works is the 3 for £6 offer (used to be 3 for £5… bloody inflation!). A lot of the books included also tend to be popular reads circulating through BookTok – such as those by Colleen Hoover, Lauren Asher, and Hannah Grace. So, if you’re after something that it seems like everybody else is reading and you don’t want to spend a fortune on it, then The Works would be my top recommendation!

66 Book Club

66 Book Club (also known as 66 Books) is an independent book wholesaler operating out of Hemel Hempstead, Hertfordshire. It is only open to the general public for one weekend every month, but covers two floors, and you’ll find hundred upon hundreds of books at super cheap prices! Even allotting three hours to browse the books is not nearly enough time, because of the sheer magnitude of stock that they have – but it’s well worth a visit if you’re looking for some amazing, hot-off-the-press reads!

Oxfam Bookshops

So, we all love a charity shop bargain, don’t we? While you can find books on the shelves in most regular bookstores, Oxfam has specifically opened branches dedicated to stocking books and music, which is why it’s one of my go-to places. It’s hard to tell what books you’ll find, as a lot of it is down to trends and the likes of individuals discarding what they no longer need or want. But, that’s not to say that you won’t find any current books. It really just depends on what bookstore you visit, and when. In my local Oxfam bookstore, there were dozens of Colleen Hoover books on the shelf, tucked in between authors that I was unfamiliar with, so it sometimes is simply a case of thoroughly scavenging the shelves to see if you can find what you’re after. And of course, as this is is a charity shop, most books will be priced between 50p and £1 (sometimes more), so you can know that your money is going to a worthwhile cause… not to mention feeling less guilty about adding two (or ten) more books to your shelf! 

Daunt Books

If you’ve ever scrolled through Instagram, you’ll probably have seen this bookstore appear in your feed once or twice, and when you visit, it’s clear to see why. It’s perhaps one of the most aesthetically pleasing and beautiful bookstores I have ever seen, and if I had an infinite amount of time, I would spend it all browsing the shelves.

Though this is more of a high-end bookstore, and the prices can be a little steeper compared to chain bookstores like Waterstones or Foyles etc, it is certainly worth it if you’re looking for something in particular. One of the fantastic things about Daunt Books is that it tends to carry a lot of special and signed editions, so if you’re hunting down a present for somebody (or yourself) and you can’t seem to find what you’re looking for, this is certainly a good point of call.

And, to be honest, even if you don’t end up purchasing anything, the aesthetic and instagrammable interior is worth it on its own!

Online bookshopping:

Of course, we all know how convenient Amazon is. With Prime, you can order a book online and have it delivered the following day, or even the same evening if you’re lucky! And, you can do it all from the comfort of your sofa while binge watching your favourite show. There’s no need to spend hours in a painful queue, or even step outside at all (which is utterly wonderful when it comes to buying books as presents as Christmastime, because who needs that chaos?!)

So, for those of you who like the ease of shopping online and don’t feel like venturing into physical bookstores, here are some alternatives to Amazon where you can purchase your books online (and often even with better deals and discounts too!)

World of Books

Abe Books

Books4People

Wordery

AwesomeBooks

Monster Bookshop

Books2Door

ThriftBooks

Children’s Book Outlet


I know that the majority of this post is probably wishful thinking as Amazon is multi-billion conglomerate, and the ease of which you can purchase millions of items – including books – is appealing to everybody. People are not going to stop shopping on Amazon, no matter how much you tell them to and I think I would be a bit of a hypocrite if I stated that, because I continue to shop on Amazon on a frequent basis, especially if I need something urgently. Not to mention the discounts there are too good to turn down on days like Black Friday and Cyber Monday.

But this post is not about boycotting Amazon completely. It’s about trying to fuel us as book lovers and buyers to make the conscious decision to shop for books in the physical world – whether it be in Waterstones, Foyles, independent bookshops, or through thrifting secondhand. It’s about using Amazon as they very last resort if you cannot find what you’re looking for at a reasonable price and good quality elsewhere. It’s about preserving physical bookshopping so that the joy and nostalgia of walking into a store and smelling the pages, meeting others in the book community through events and signings, or seeing a title glimmering on the shelf that catches your eye, is felt by generations to come.

Book Review: This Time Next Year by Sophie Cousens

Rating: 5 out of 5.

This book… this book… I could rave about this book until the cows come home! I absolutely adored it.

I’ll admit that it took me a good few pages to get into, but once I completed the first chapter I was absolutely hooked – so much so that I read it in two days

I think there are some books that are just pure enjoyment, and if I could, I would bottle up the joy this book gave me and I would keep it forever. It had be laughing from start to finish and contains some of the best banter between two people that I have ever read – it was absolutely perfect and hilarious.

Minnie was such a well-rounded character. I definitely saw a lot of myself in her as she was constantly finding herself in awkward and uncomfortable situations, and I know exactly how that feels, as sometimes I am a walking, talking embarrassing moment waiting to happen! But, I thought that this just added to her quirkiness and loveability, and I only with that Minnie was a real person because I think I want to be her best friend.

When it comes to romance books I can be quite picky with the writing, as it’s very easy to over-explain, under-explain or simply make things ridiculously cheesy… but I needn’t have worried with this as the writing was so well done. The small details and breadcrumbs that Sophie Cousens leaves throughout are impeccable and I audibly gasped when the lightbulb moment happened in my brain regarding the brandy creme patisserie scenario! I did not see that coming whatsoever, and it was such an excellent twist! The romance was excellent, well thought out, and not cliche in the slightest.

I also love the fact that this story takes place in 2020, though an entirely different 2020 than the one all of us experienced. Somewhere in a parallel universe, where Covid never existed, Minnie and Quinn’s romance exists.

This was such a feed-good story from start to finish, and if you’re going to read anything over the festive season, then make it this.

Note: there is also apparently a film adaptation in the works for this book, so I am very excited to see what it’s like! I feel like the problem with adaptations is that what they bring to life on screen rarely looks like what I envisioned in my head, so I often find myself disappointed… but, I’m holding out hope that this film will be a good one – especially if it retains all of the wonderful humour and banter that makes this book so perfect!


Favourite lines:

✨ ‘If you lived in a city for long enough, Minnie thought, the streets and places where life happens fold inwards like paper, making space for new memories. Yet visiting old haunts and a long forgotten road was like stretching the concertina out again – the memories leap out, fresh as the day you folded them away.’

✨ ‘All you can hope for is to do more good than harm in this life.’

✨ Minnie let out an involuntary high-pitched noise. She clutched a hand over her mouth, turning the sound into a strangled sort of sneeze.’

✨ ‘No one’s too small to make a difference; just ask Greta Thunberg.’

✨ ‘Better to be hated for what you are, than loved for what you’re not.’
‘Profound,’ said Minnie. ‘Where did you read that – the back of a cereal packet?’

✨ ‘Life can’t just be about coupling up like yoghurts in a multi-pack.’

✨ ‘Don’t cry about something you wouldn’t cry about in five years time.’

✨ ‘Ah, Coco Nuts, we meet again. I see you have foiled my cunning plan to steal all the fruit in Fruitopolis.’

✨ ‘Be a good companion to yourself and you will never be lonely.’

✨ ‘She picked up a perfect red leaf from the ground, examining the intricate pattern of vessels mapping its thin surface. So beautiful, yet only created to last such a short time before its role on this planet was over, and it would decay into mulch. An unremarkable existence, and yet to look at it – how remarkable.’

✨ ‘Life is change – if nothing’s changing, you aren’t living.’

Book Review: The Bookish Life of Nina Hill by Abbi Waxman

Rating: 5 out of 5.

Well, where do I begin?

Have you ever read a book and felt as though the author is looking deep into your soul; that it’s as if the author picked up your entire being and wrote it onto the page?

Everything that Abbi described about Nina in this book, I felt reflected in my own personality – from the way she relates to books, to her feelings about people… it was as if I was reading about myself.

In fact, Nina and this book stuck with so intensely even after I finished reading it that it ended up inspiring my instagram handle, @thebookishlifeofbecks.

When I read this quote for the first time, it hit deeply. Ironically, as someone who loves words and writing, I have always found it difficult to express exactly how I feel about my own company and the company of others… and yet, this sums it up perfectly. While I love and crave being around people, often I find it mentally exhausting. I adore having conversations and there are topics which I could talk about for hours, but it is true that I feel the most calm when I am alone – where I don’t have to do or say anything, and I can simple be.

Am I guilty of doing this too? Yes. Yes I am. I will write down lists of books that I have already read in my reading journal, simply because I love the thrill and satisfaction that comes with crossing them off!

But aside from characters, the story itself was actually pretty great too! I loved how Nina was forced out of her comfort zone and realises that she actually had a lot more in common with her new found family than she initially believes. It’s certainly a book that emphasises the metaphor of ‘never judging books by their covers,’ as there could be something wonderful that you’re missing out on.

One of my other favourite things about this story was Lydia’s passive aggressiveness. Usually I don’t like characters like Lydia as I tend to find them annoying and too offputting to warm to, but I thought the development of her relationship with Nina was absolutely wonderful, and how they both warm to one another as they get to know each other better; and, how they both come to understand that they are more alike than either of them would care to admit.

But if you know me, I’m a sucker for romance, especially realistic romantic stories, and this was most definitely that. It felt really organic and natural and wasn’t overly ridiculous or cheesy in the way that a lot of YA romances tend to be. I think that a lot of bookish introverts like Nina are wary about entering relationships with people that do not read a lot of books because they’re worried about a lack of intellectual conversation and that they’ll get bored with their partner because of this; or people like Tom are wary that those women who are self-proclaimed bookworms are potential insufferable arrogant know-it-alls (we’re not)… but actually, this book does a wonderful job of highlighting the peaceful harmony of the two together and the beauty in a book lover/non-book lover romance.

Though, ultimately the thing that I adore most about this book is that it’s essentially a love letter for the quiet, nerdy introverts who believe that will love will never come their way because they’re too awkward, weird, average, or socially dysfunctional to find it. (I feel like this often). Because as Nina will tell you, if you open your mind and your heart to every possibility, you might just find your happily ever after.


Favourite lines:

✨ ‘It is like all good independent bookstores should be, owned and staffed by people who love books, read them, think about them, and sell them to other people who feel the same way. There is reading hour for little kids. There are visiting authors. There are free bookmarks. It’s really a paradise on earth, if paradise for you smells of paper and paste.’

✨ ‘It also meant she thought of books as medication and sanctuary and the source of all good things. Nothing yet had proven her wrong.’

✨ ‘In solitude she set goals and made them, challenged herself, took up hobbies and dropped them, and if she periodically cleaned off her bulletin board and stuck up new goals and plans and dates and budgets and bought a new planner in the middle of the year and started over, so what?’

✨ ‘Some people take energy; some people give energy… Occasionally you ✨get lucky and find someone whose energy balances your own and brings you into neutral.’

✨ ‘Nina had looked around and realized she would never run out of things to read, and that certainty filled her with peace and satisfaction. It didn’t matter what hit the fan; as long as there were unread books in the world, she would be fine.’

✨ ‘You talk when you cease to be at peace with your thoughts.’

✨ ‘If you’re not scared, you’re not brave.’

✨ ‘Being surrounded by books was the closest she’d ever gotten to feeling like the member of a gang. The books had her back, and the nonfiction, at least, was ready to fight if necessary.’

✨ Mystery readers were everywhere, voracious, highly partisan and passionate. They were among the store’s best customers, and unfailingly polite. In private they embraced a bloodthirsty desire for vengeance and the use of arcane poisons and sneaky sleuthing, but in public they were charming and generous. Romance readers tended to be fun and have strong opinions. Nonfiction readers asked a lot of questions and were easily amused. It was the serious novel folks and poetry fans you had to watch out for.’

✨ ‘Tomorrow would be better. At the very least, tomorrow would be different.’

✨ ‘Biology is not destiny. And love is not proportionate to shared DNA.’

✨ ‘You do realise it isn’t mandatory to live your life online, right? For thousands of years we managed to be miserable or joyful in private.’

✨ ‘Nothing. The first thing you should always do is nothing.’

✨ ‘Coming out of a book was always painful.’

✨ ‘Life will throw you curveballs, but it’s rare you can do much more than duck.’

✨ ‘I have lots of favourite books because I have lots of moods and I have a favourite book for every mood.’

✨ ‘Nina knew the double whammy: the emotion itself and the frustration of not being able to out it into words. She’d read somewhere that if you can’t put language around an experience or feeling, it’s because from your earliest childhood, before speech, when everything was inexplicable and overwhelming.’

✨ ‘Life tends towards chaos, sadly. I thought I had my life all planned out nicely, and then… everything changed completely. It’s all very well to have a plan — it’s a good idea — but you have to be able to walk away from it if you need to.’

✨ ‘Do you know the best feeling in the world? It’s reading a book, loving every second of it, then turning to the front and discovering that the writer wrote fourteen zillion others.’

✨ ‘In public, Nina was a quiet, reserved potion; in private she was an all-singing, all-dancing cavalcade of light and emotion. Unless she was a quivering ball of anxiety, because that was also a frequently selected option.’

✨ ‘He wasn’t a poet, but whatever. She wasn’t a competitive skier. It didn’t matter what they weren’t; it only mattered who they were.’

✨ ‘Anxiety is what kept us alive, back in the day. It helps us know when things are wrong, when situations are dangerous or people mean us harm. It’s just sometimes it gets ahead of itself, right?’

✨ ‘That’s one positive thing about texting; you can pause and consider your options, whereas in face-to-face conversation, a silence of three minutes would be weird.’

✨ ‘Maybe there is no real thing for anyone. Maybe all of us change depending on where we are and who we’re with.”

✨ ‘How many people do we encounter every day who might be related to us, or simply people who might have become the best friends we ever had, or our second spouses, or the agents of our destruction, if only we spent more than seconds with them?’

✨ ‘If I walked inot my kitchen at night and flicked on the light and saw a penis lying on the ground, I would definitely scream and hit it with a broom. At the very least, I would climb on a chair until it rolled away.’

✨ ‘It takes a lot of energy to be with other people. It’s easier to be myself when there’s no one else there.’

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“The One With the Goodbye…”

It’s hard to know where to begin. This is not a post I thought I would be writing for many, many years, and yet, here we are.

On Sunday morning, I woke up to the news of Matthew Perry’s passing, and I cried, in a way that I haven’t cried over a celebrity’s death since Cory Monteith. Full-on snot-sobs. I am heartbroken and devastated, to say the least. Days later, and it still feels so surreal to me.

Mourning the passing of a famous person you love is a bizarre thing. You have no physical personal connection with them in the way that you do with your friends and family, and yet, you feel the grief as deeply as if you knew them intimately. It is as raw and as painful as losing a member of your own inner circle. But, it is a testament to the meaningful impact they have had on you through their work.

The first thing you are overwhelmed with is shock. For any death, even if you know it’s coming, it’s still shocking. As humans, we are not innately programmed to think about mortality, and it is sometimes a curse that we are the only sentient species on the planet that are aware of it. I think a lot of us see celebrities as being immortal, but the truth is, they are not. It is the one thing which we all share – the inability to escape our eventual demise. We do not ruminate on it during everyday life otherwise we would find it simply impossible to function. But, when it happens to someone we love and admire, our brain is confronted with reality, and it is startled because it spends the majority of its time shielding us from it. We feel the shock reverberate through our body – sometimes physically, as we end up hiccuping through our sobs, or a tightness in our chest when it feels like our heart is physically aching.

Hearing about Matty’s death shocked me to my core. And yet, there was a part of me that was not surprised. After all, if you read his memoir – Friends, Lovers, and The Big Terrible Thing – he had so many near misses with death that it genuinely made you wonder how it hadn’t happened sooner.

I listened to the audiobook version of his memoir last year and flew through it. It was heartbreaking, funny, and poignant – perhaps three words that best sum up Matthew Perry. For somebody who found so much joy and purpose in trying to make others laugh, he battled some dark, dark demons. He spent decades struggling with an addiction to alcohol and substances, and as a result, his body succumbed to real wear and tear.

In 2019, at the age of 49, he nearly died from a burst colon – the result of his overuse of opioids. He underwent seven hours of emergency surgery, with doctors only giving him a 2 per cent chance of survival. After the surgery, he slipped into a two-week coma and spent a further five months in hospital, as well requiring a colostomy bag for nine months, and another 14 surgeries to repair the damage.

He also shared another of his near-death experiences at a rehab facility in Switzerland, where had been taking hydrocodone to treat his stomach pain before surgery. In the operating room, they had administered Propofol – a common IV medication used for induction and maintenance of general anaesthesia – but the two drugs interacted and caused him to enter five minutes of cardiac arrest. (Note: cardiac arrest is not the same as heart attack which is caused by a blockage to the blood flow. CA simply means the sudden loss of all heart activity.) They managed to resuscitate him, but broke eight ribs in the process, causing him to pull out of his role in the film Don’t Look Up, alongside Meryl Streep.

It is at this point in the book, where he asks you to temporarily pause reading/listening and time five minutes with a stopwatch to appreciate the gravity of how long it actually feels, because while it seems like a short amount of time for us in everyday life, when there is nothing happening – at all – it feels like an eternity.

He also shared that more recently, he was diagnosed was emphysema – a disease that involves damage to the lining of the lungs and the destruction of alveoli – as the result of his decades of smoking, to which doctors told him that if he did not quit, he would die.

And yet, this is not even the tip of the iceberg of everything that he had been through.

But, he was on the road to recovery. After 15 trips to rehab clinics and $9 million dollars later, in 2021, for the first time in his life, he was completely sober – no drink, no drugs, no alcohol, and no smoking. He was passionate about helping people, especially those with addictions, and even opened his own sober living facility – Perry House – in Malibu, overlooking the pier.

And yet, I wonder if he had any idea how much he helped those he didn’t know – who tuned in to the television and turned on Friends because they found comfort and joy in the loveable, awkward, and sarcastic character that was, and is, Chandler Bing.

Of course, as you’ll have read above, Matthew wanted to be remembered for more than simply being Chandler. And, while it is undoubtedly true that the majority of people will remember him for this iconic role, I think it is important to at least try to honour his wishes.

It is true that Matthew lived a troubled life. And yet, it is evident – not only from the handful of tributes below, but also from the tens of thousands of tributes being posted from every corner of the world by celebrities and fans alike – that he was also a kind, wonderful, decent, and generous human being. From the way he would interact and smile with fans who came up to him on the street, to his appearances in interviews – everyone who came into contact with him, has nothing but nice things to say. And isn’t that a beautiful way to be remembered?

I know that this is a hard time for all of us, but when you feel ready, please read/listen to his book. It’s heart-wrenching, but I am thankful that he got to speak so candidly about his life. I know that for many of us, watching Friends will never be the same again, and if I am being honest, a part of me is tempted to never watch it again because I fear it will make me too sad when I remember what we have lost.

But then, I think, Matthew’s whole purpose was about making people laugh and helping others. He lived for it. And if Friends does both of those things, then doesn’t that mean that as long as we’re watching, his purpose and legacy lives forever, within all of us?

The world is a little less funny without him in it, and I am devastated that he never got his happily ever after when he fought so hard to survive. But, I hope that after all these years, he finally has the peace he so desperately yearned for.

So, while I and the rest of the world sit quietly in our grief, I will also take this opportunity to say thank you to Matthew – for our lives simply would not have been the same without him. He was there for us, until the very end.

Matthew Langford Perry.
19th August 1969 – 28th October 2023.

Matthew Perry arriving at the 17 Again Premiere at Grauman’s Chinese Theater in Los Angeles, CA on April 14, 2009 © 2009 Kathy Hutchins / Hutchins Photo

See below for a list of some of Matthew’s achievements, acting credits, and awards/nominations:

He advocated for a rehabilitation-focused sentencing over prison terms for non-violent drug offenders.

  • He advocated for a rehabilitation-focused sentencing over prison terms for non-violent drug offenders.
  • In 2013, he received the Champion of Recovery Award from the White House for his advocacy efforts.
  • He used his book tour in 2022 to help destigmatize addiction and let others know they are not alone.
  • Was a a board member of the Ron Clark Academy, an alternative Atlanta middle school for low-income children.

Acting Credits:

  • 1988 | A Night in the Life of Jimmy Reardon
  • 1989 | She’s Out of Control
  • 1989 | Fat Man and Little Boy | Uncredited
  • 1994 | Getting In
  • 1997 | Fools Rush In
  • 1998 | Almost Heroes
  • 1999 | Three to Tango
  • 2000 | The Whole Nine Yards
  • 2000 | The Kid
  • 2002 | Serving Sara
  • 2004 | The Whole Ten Yards
  • 2007 | Numb
  • 2009 | Birds of America
  • 2009 | 17 Again
  • 1979 | 240-Robert | Episode: “Bank Job
  • 1983 | Not Necessarily the News | Episode: “Audrie in Love
  • 1985 | Charles in Charge | Episode: “The Wrong Guy
  • 1986 | Silver Spoons| Episode: “Rick Moves Out
  • 1987-88 | Second Chance/Boys Will Be Boys | 21 Episodes
  • 1988 | Dance Til’ Dawn | Television film
  • 1989 | Just the Ten of Us | Episode: “The Dinner Test
  • 1988 | Highway to Heaven | 2 episodes
  • 1989 | Empty Nest | Episode: “A Day in the Life
  • 1989 | Growing Pains | 3 episodes
  • 1990 | Sydney | Series regular; 13 episodes
  • 1990 | Who’s the Boss | Episode: “Roomies
  • 1990 | Call Me Anna | Television film
  • 1991 | Beverley Hills, 90210 | Episode: “April is the Cruelest Month
  • 1992 | Dream On | Episode: “To the Moon, Alex!
  • 1992 | Sibs | Episode: “What Makes Lily Run
  • 1993 | Deadly Relations | Television film
  • 1993 | Home Free | Series regular; 13 episodes
  • 1994 | Parallel Lives | Television film
  • 1994-2004 | Friends | Main role; 236 episodes
  • 1995 | Caroline in the City | Episode: “Caroline and the Folks
  • 1995 | The John Larroquette Show | Episode: “Rachel Redux
  • 1997 | Saturday Night Live | Episode: “Matthew Perry/Oasis
  • 2001 | The Simpsons | Episode: “Treehouse of Horror XII
  • 2002 | Ally McBeal | 2 episodes
  • 2003 | The West Wing | 3 episodes
  • 2004 | Scrubs | Episode: “My Unicorn
  • 2006 | The Ron Clark Story | Television film
  • 2006-2007 | Studio 60 on the Sunset Strip | Series regular; 21 episodes
  • 2011 | Children’s Hospital | Episode: “The Black Doctor
  • 2011 | Mr Sunshine | Series regular; 13 episodes
  • 2012-2013 | The Good Wife | 4 episodes
  • 2012-2013 | Go On | Series regular; 22 episodes
  • 2014 | Cougar Town | Episode: “Like a Diamond
  • 2014 | Playhouse Presents | Episode: “The Dog Thrower
  • 2014 | Web Therapy | 2 episodes
  • 2015-2017 | The Odd Couple | Series regular; 38 episodes
  • 2017 | The Kennedy’s: After Camelot | Television miniseries; 4 episodes
  • 2021 | Friends: The Reunion | HBO Max special

Awards and Nominations:

  • 2007 | Golden Globe Awards | Best Actor – Miniseries or Television Film | The Ron Clark Story
  • 2002 | Emmy Awards | Oustanding Lead Actor in a Comedy Series | Friends
  • 2003 | Emmy Awards | Outstanding Guest Actor in a Drama Series | The West Wing
  • 2004 | Emmy Awards | Outstanding Guest Actor in a Drama Series | The West Wing
  • 2007 | Emmy Awards | Outstanding Lead Actor in a Miniseries or Movie | The Ron Clark Story
  • 2021 | Emmy Awards | Outstanding Variety Special | Friends: The Reunion
  • 1996 | Screen Actors Guild Awards | Outstanding Performance by an Ensemble in a Comedy Series | Friends
  • 1999 | Screen Actors Guild Awards | Outstanding Performance by an Ensemble in a Comedy Series | Friends
  • 2000 | Screen Actors Guild Awards | Outstanding Performance by an Ensemble in a Comedy Series | Friends
  • 2001 | Screen Actors Guild Awards | Outstanding Performance by an Ensemble in a Comedy Series | Friends
  • 2002 | Screen Actors Guild Awards | Outstanding Performance by an Ensemble in a Comedy Series | Friends
  • 2003 | Screen Actors Guild Awards | Outstanding Performance by an Ensemble in a Comedy Series | Friends
  • 2004 | Screen Actors Guild Awards | Outstanding Performance by an Ensemble in a Comedy Series | Friends
  • 2007 | Screen Actors Guild Awards | Outstanding Performance by a Male Actor in a TV Movie/ Miniseries | The Ron Clark Story
  • 1996 | American Comedy Awards | Funniest Supporting Male Performer in a TV Series | Friends
  • 1998 | American Comedy Awards | Funniest Supporting Male Performer in a TV Series | Friends
  • 2013 | Huading Awards | Best Global Actor in a Television Series | Go On
  • 2002 | Nickelodeon Kids’ Choice Awards | Favourite TV Actor | Friends
  • 2016, 2017 | People’s Choice Awards | Favourite Comedic TV Actor
  • 2006 | Satellite Awards | Best Actor in a Series Drama | Studio 60 on the Sunset Strip
  • 2004 | Teen Choice Awards | Choice TV Actor – Comedy | Friends
  • 2000 | TV Guide Awards | Editor’s Choice | Friends
  • 2006 | TV Land Awards | Most Wonderful Wedding | Friends

Photo: Free Stock photos by Vecteezy

Festive Films!

So, we’re nearing the end of November, and we all know what that means…. the decorations go up, the music starts playing in every single shop you enter, the awful itchy jumpers get pulled out of the drawer that never sees the light of day… and for the next twenty four days, if you haven’t started already, you spend your time painstakingly covering gifts in pretty paper which ultimately just going to be ripped apart and thrown in the rubbish…. 

However, I take some joy in wrapping presents. It’s a weird kind of relaxation… until you get your finger stuck on some sellotape and spend the next forty-five minutes trying to get it off, while it decides to stick to the table, the carpet, and the entire roll of wrapping paper. 

Wrapping Christmas presents in our house is a wonderful thing. Now, I know that this isn’t the case for everybody, as I’m sure a lot of people hate the act of wrapping presents and can’t wait for them all to be done. But for me, there is just something so festive about wrapping presents under the glow of the twinkly lights whilst binge-watching all the cheesy, cliche, laugh-out-loud, romantic Christmas movies. Because what better way to get into the Christmassy spirit?

Whether you’ve started watching Christmas films or not, or whether you’ve seen these all multiple times or never before, here is a list of some Christmas films that will really get you in a festive mood!! (This is by no means all of them because if I were to list them all we’d be here forever!)

  • A Boy Called Christmas (2021)
  • Arthur Christmas (2011)
  • Christmas with the Cranks (2004)
  • Elf (2003)
  • Home Alone (1990)
  • Home Alone 2 (1992)
  • Just Friends (2005)
  • Klaus (2019)
  • Love Actually (2003)*
  • Miracle on 34th Street (1994)
  • Nativity! (2009)
  • The Christmas Chronicles (2018)
  • The Christmas Chronicles 2 (2020)
  • The Holiday (2006)*
  • The Nightmare Before Christmas (1993)
  • The Polar Express (2004)
  • The Snowman (1982)

And, of course, if you love cheesy made-for-TV films, here are some of my favourite:

  • A Christmas Melody (2015)
  • A Royal Christmas (2014)
  • A Timeless Christmas (2020)
  • A Wish for Christmas (2016)
  • Christmas at Castle Hart (2021)
  • Christmas in Evergreen (2017)
  • Coming Home for Christmas (2017)
  • Heart of the Holidays (2020)
  • Holiday Hearts (2019)
  • Hometown Christmas (2018)
  • Last Vermont Christmas (2018)
  • Matchmaker Santa (2014)
  • Miracle in Manhattan (2010)
  • Mrs Miracle (2009)
  • Sleigh Bells Ring (2016)
  • The Sweetest Christmas (2017)

*These are probably my two most watched films over the holiday period. They’re rom-coms, but if I don’t watch them, then it never really feels like Christmas. 

2021 Reading Wrap-Up

Reading Goal: 75

Total Books Read: 100

Total Pages Read: 32, 383

First Book: The Flat Share by Beth O’Leary

Last Book: Tinsel by Sibeal Pounder

Top Genres:

Contemporary (39 books)
Romance (32 books)
Young Adult (22 books)
Mystery (17 books)
Middle Grade (12 books)

Most Shelved Book: The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller

Longest Book: A Discovery of Witches by Deborah Harkness (720 pages)

Shortest Book: So You Want To Build a Library by Lindsay Leslie (32 pages)

Highest Rated Book (with other users): The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid (4.54)


Book List:

January:

  1. The FlatShare by Beth O’Leary
  2. The Day the World Sneezed by Eddie Jones
  3. A Heart so Fierce and Broken by Brigid Kemmerer
  4. The Importance of Being Earnest by Oscar Wilde
  5. Rules for Perfect Murders by Peter Swanson
  6. Murder on the Orient Express by Agatha Christie
  7. Hideous Beauty by William Hussey
  8. Queenie by Candice Carty-Williams
  9. City of Bones by Cassandra Clare
  10. Maggot Moon by Sally Gardner
  11. Pumpkinheads by Rainbow Rowell
  12. Where the Crawdads Sing by Deliah Owens
  13. Animal Farm by George Orwell

    February:
  14. And Then There Were None by Agatha Christie
  15. Treasure Island by Robert Louis Stevenson
  16. Dramarama by E. Lockhart
  17. With Malice by Eileen Cook
  18. Beach Read by Emily Henry
  19. Stormbreaker by Anthony Horowitz
  20. The House at the Edge of Magic by Amy Sparkes
  21. Caraval by Stephanie Garber

    March:
  22. You Only Live Once by Jess Vallance
  23. Faceless by Alyssa Sheinmel
  24. Beauty Sleep by Kathryn Evans

    April:
  25. A Discovery of Witches by Deborah Harkness
  26. The Dog Share by Fiona Gibson
  27. The Match by Sarah Adams
  28. The Off Limits Rule by Sarah Adams
  29. The Enemy by Sarah Adams
  30. Up Close and Personal by Kathryn Freeman
  31. Uncoupling by Lorraine Brown
  32. Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde by Robert Louis Stevenson

    May:
  33. Am I Normal Yet? by Holly Bourne
  34. How Hard Can Love Be? by Holly Bourne
  35. Here is the Beehive by Sarah Crosan
  36. The Unhoneymooners by Christina Lauren
  37. The House in the Cerulean Sea by T.J. Klune
  38. That Night in Paris by Sandy Barker

    June:
  39. The Water Room by Christopher Fowler
  40. Shipped by Angie Hockman
  41. … And A Happy New Year? by Holly Bourne
  42. What’s a Girl Gotta Do? by Holly Bourne
  43. The Road Trip by Beth O’Leary
  44. The Lucky Escape by Laura Jane Williams
  45. So You Want to Build a Library by Lindsay
  46. Are We All Lemmings and Snowflakes? by Holly Bourne
  47. Johnny Be Good by Paige Toon

    July:
  48. 31 Days of Wonder by Tom Winter
  49. The Temporary Roomie by Sarah Adams
  50. The Train to Impossible Places by P. G. Bell
  51. The Last Bear by Hannah Gold
  52. The Lost Apothecary by Sarah Penner
  53. Nothing Ever Happens Here by Sarah Hagger-Holt
  54. The Comfort Book by Matt Haig
  55. Malibu Rising by Taylor Jenkins Reid
  56. The Haunting of Aveline Jones by Phil Hickes
  57. The Cheat Sheet by Sarah Adams
  58. Coraline by Neil Gaiman
  59. The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid
  60. The Sun Will Rise and So Will We by Jennae Cecelia

    August:
  61. The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde
  62. The Yearbook by Holly Bourne
  63. A Good Girls Guide to Murder by Holly Jackson
  64. Pages & Co: Tilly and the Bookwanders by Anna James
  65. The Art of War by Sun Tzu [Penguin Great Ideas]
  66. Untamed by Glennon Doyle
  67. The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller
  68. The Switch by Beth O’Leary
  69. The Phone Box at the Edge of the World by Laura Imai Messina

    September:
  70. Pretending by Holly Bourne
  71. First Day of my Life by Lisa Williamson
  72. The London Eye Mystery by Siobhan Dowd

    October:
  73. Celebrations at the Chateau by Jo Thomas
  74. The Bewitching of Aveline Jones by Phil Hickes
  75. Gangsta Granny by David Walliams
  76. The Chalk Man by C. J. Tudor
  77. Carrie by Stephen King
  78. Two Night Stand by Portia Macintosh
  79. Just Haven’t Met You Yet by Sophie Cousens
  80. The Danger Gang by Tom Fletcher
  81. It Happened One Summer by Tessa Bailey
  82. I’m A Therapist And My Patient Is Going To Be The Next School Shooter by Dr. Harper
  83. I’m A Therapist And My Patient Is In Love With A Pedophile by Dr. Harper
  84. I’m A Therapist And My Patient Is A Vegan Terrorist by Dr. Harper

    November:
  85. Finlay Donovan is Killing It by Elle Cosimano
  86. The Twelve Holidates by Emma St. Clair
  87. My Fake Christmas Fiance by Julie Kriss
  88. The Sun Down Motel by Simon St James
  89. The Holiday Switch by Tif Marcelo
  90. The Great Escape from Woodlands Nursing Home by Joanna Nell

    December:
  91. The Christmas Pig by J. K. Rowling
  92. In a Holidaze by Christina Lauren
  93. Sugar and Spices by Monica Meyers
  94. The Ex Hex by Erin Sterling
  95. Christmas Crush by Brynn North
  96. Convenience Store Woman by Sayaka Murata
  97. The Merry Christmas Project by Cathy Bramley
  98. We Were Liars by E. Lockhart
  99. Wild Embers by Nikita Gill
  100. Tinsel by Sibeal Pounder

Well, that’s it. My official reading wrap-up for 2021. Overall, I’m absolutely ecstatic about these end of year stats – and especially with the number of books read! Last year was my first year taking part in a reading challenge (aside from the summer ones you used to get back in primary school which I absolutely LOVED), and its encouraged me to read far more than I ever usually would. Now, I don’t even have to think twice about doing it every year!

2022 was a year of great change for me (which I’ll explain in another post), so I can’t wait to see what my reading wrap-up looks like at the end of it. At this point, I can’t predict what any of the stats are going to look like, but I am excited to be able to compare them with each month last year to see not only what genres of books I was really into reading, but also my progress!

That being said, there is still one more month to go until the end of the year, so I have a few more book goals left to complete. I’d like to make it to at least 70 books if I can (as my reading goal for this year was 50 books), but there are also a few new releases and proof copies I own that I would like to complete before 2023!

How has your reading been this year? Are there any books on this list that you haven’t read but would like to? Have you started making your reading goals for 2023?


I realise that it’s also bizarre to be posting this in November of 2022, but if you hadn’t read my welcome post pinned to my homepage, I started this blog back in 2018 and fell out of love with it. I couldn’t think of fresh, exciting, interesting, intriguing ideas that I wanted to write about and share, and so I ended up neglecting this blog for the longest time, focusing my attentions more on Bookstagram from the end of 2020. During that time I’ve graduated from University, we’ve lived through a pandemic, and I left my job in retail after nearly 8 years… so a lot has been going on! Needless to say, it just felt like time to restart this blog – in a brand new headspace, with brand new content. And so, I am re-vamping and re-uploading a few of my older posts (this being one of them)!

My University Reading List.

So, I was having a conversation about revision and exams with my colleagues at work the other day, and we somehow managed to get onto the topic of our university experiences. One of my colleagues, having studied English Literature too, then brought up the discussion of the books that we studied to see whether our degrees overlapped in content in any way, out of general interest (answer: some, but not much.)

If you’ve seen my Gilmore Girls reading list post, you’ll know that I made a little confession about how I didn’t read a single book throughout my time at university. I ended up bringing this up in the conversation yesterday, and it made me consider that perhaps I need to explain it a little bit more (so you don’t think I was a slacker, because I absolutely was not.)

Personally, a book only counts as being ‘read’ to me if I read it entirely from cover to cover –– reading every single page, without skipping any chapters until I get to the end.

When I say that I didn’t read a single book at university, I didn’t read a single book cover to cover (because when you have 56 books a semester to read and you’re not the fastest reader in the world, this is quite a substantial feat to try and attempt… I mean, even last year I only managed to read 100 books and that was in twelve months! There’s no chance I would have been able to do half of that in twelve weeks, even now!) My reading at university consisted of: skim reading and scanning, Cliffnotes study guides, only reading specific chapters, and lots and lots of background research for context.

It does vary by course a lot, but for my degree specifically, most of my texts were quite dense and heavy in content – in the sense that the majority of them were full novellas and novels, spanning anywhere from 200 to 500+ pages!

Back then, I had no motivation to read these books cover to cover because a lot of them were books that I didn’t like, or had no interest in actually reading. I am very much a mood and genre reader, and in my case, a lot of my texts were from the Renaissance or Enlightenment periods… all of which were texts that I wouldn’t purposefully pick up if I had a choice. (It sounds bad, but I am very much a modern/contemporary book kind of gal. I don’t even gravitate towards historical fiction, except in rare cases where the books combine both modern and historical features (such as Shadow of Night by Deborah Harkness.)

But interestingly, now that I am no longer at university I somehow have grown a strong desire to actually read them all! Perhaps this is because I don’t have to write 2000-5000 word essays on them all, or perhaps because I can finally enjoy the act of reading purely for what it is.

Either way, I bring you another reading list of all the books that were included in my course at university! (Okay, no need to roll your eyes…). I think I’ve forgotten a couple so I shall be updating the list regularly, as well as updating my progress as I read them; and of course, they’re all posted here in case you’d like to read them too… or, if you’ve read some of these already, let me know what you thought of them! Are there any of these on your own book lists?

Books that I DNF are marked with a 🚫.

  • A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens
  • A Clockwork Orange by Anthony Burgess
  • A Doll’s House by Henrik Ibsen
  • A Modern Utopia by H. G. Wells
  • A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man by James Joyce
  • A Room of One’s Own by Virginia Woolf
  • Adventures of Huckleberry Finn by Mark Twain
  • Angels in America by Tony Kushner
  • Antony and Cleopatra by William Shakespeare
  • As I Lay Dying by William Faulkner
  • Beauty by Robin McKinley
  • Beloved by Toni Morrison
  • Brave New World by Aldous Huxley
  • Carol by Patricia Highsmith
  • Chimerica by Lucy Kirkwood
  • Citizen: An American Lyric by
  • Cloud Nine by Caryl Churchill
  • Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep? by Philip K. Dick
  • Dr Faustus by Christopher Marlowe
  • Dubliners by James Joyce
  • Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury
  • Flood by Stephen Baxter
  • Fun Home: A Tragicomic by Alison Bechdel
  • Generation Dead by Daniel Waters
  • Good Morning, Midnight by Jean Rhys
  • Great Expectations by Charles Dickens
  • Hedda Gabler by Henrik Ibsen
  • Howards End by E. M .Forster
  • I Have Crossed an Ocean by Grace Nichols
  • I’m Not Scared by Niccolo Ammaniti
  • I, Robot by Isaac Asimov
  • Lady Macbeth of Mtsenk by Nikolai Leskov
  • Life and Death of Harriet Frean by May Sinclair
  • Narrative of the Captivity and Restoration of Mrs. Mary Rowlandson by Mary White Rowlandson
  • Make Room! Make Room! by Harry Harrison
  • Mansfield Park by Jane Austen
  • Moll Flanders by Daniel Defoe
  • Mrs Dalloway by Virginia Woolf
  • Mrs McGinty’s Dead by Agatha Christie
  • My Swordhand is Singing by Marcus Sedgwick
  • News from Nowhere; or An Epoch of Rest by
  • Nineteen Eight-Four by George Orwell
  • Notes on a Scandal by Zoe
  • Ode to Autumn by John Keats
  • Oliver Twist by Charles Dickens
  • Oroonoko by Aphra Behn
  • Oryx and Crake by Margaret Atwood
  • Othello by William Shakespeare
  • Paradise Lost by John Milton
  • Passing by Nella Larsen
  • Pegasus by Robin McKinley
  • Rules for Living by Sam Holcroft
  • Salvage the Bones by Jesmyn Ward
  • Selected Poems by E E Cummings
  • Selected Poems by Toni Morrison
  • Silence of the Grave by Arnaldur Indrioason
  • Small Island by Andrea Levy
  • Songs of Innocence and Experience by William Blake
  • Station Eleven by Emily St. John Mandel
  • The Big Sleep by Raymond Chandler
  • The Charge of the Light Brigade by Alfred Lord Tennyson
  • The Children of Men by P.D. James
  • The Coldest Girl in Coldtown by Holly Black
  • The Collected Short Stories of Katherine Mansfield by Katherine Mansfield
  • The Dark Horse by Marcus Sedgwick
  • The Demolished Man by Alfred Bester
  • The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo by Steig Larsson
  • The Handmaids Tale by Margaret Atwood
  • The Hound of the Baskervilles by Arthur Conan Doyle
  • The Ice People by Maggie Gee
  • The Iliad by Homer
  • The Invisible Man by H. G. Wells
  • The Island of Doctor Moreau by H. G. Wells
  • The Lady of Shallott by Lord Alfred Tennyson
  • The Laramie Project by Moises Kauffman
  • The Lathe of Heaven by Ursula K. Le Guin
  • The Legend of Sleepy Hollow by Washington Irving
  • The Murders in Rue Morgue by Edgar Allan Poe
  • The Odyssey by Homer
  • The Red Badge of Courage by Stephen Crane
  • The Resistible Rise of Arturo Ui by Bertoly Brecht
  • The Scarlet Letter by Nathaniel Hawthorne
  • The Shining by Stephen King
  • The Sonnets by William Shakespeare
  • The Submission by Amy Waldman
  • The Sun Also Rises by Ernest Hemingway
  • The Thirty-Nine Steps by John Buchanan
  • The Time Machine by H G Wells
  • The Turn of the Screw by Henry James
  • The Waste Land by T. S. Eliot
  • The Whistun Weddings by Philip Larkin
  • The Winters Tale by William Shakespeare
  • Trainspotting by Irvine Welsh
  • Twelfth Night by William Shakespeare
  • Utopia by Thomas More
  • Warm Bodies by Isaac Marion
  • We by Yevgeny Zamyatin
  • We the Animals by Justin Torres
  • White Noise by Don DeLillo
  • Who’s Afraid of Virginia Woolf by Edward Albee

The Gilmore Girls Book List.

So, recently I was looking for a new series to watch during the autumn months as I have practically exhausted every series I could think of, and so all of my friends (who know me so well know exactly the kind of shows I like), recommended Gilmore Girls to me. They said I would love it, and it’s safe to say that they were 100% correct.

Though I’ve heard her character is controversial, I absolutely love Rory. I think it’s so wonderful to have a smart and bookish female character at the forefront of a TV show, and I identify with her in so many ways. I wish that I had discovered the show earlier, because I feel like it would have be wonderful to have seen it during my own teenage years.

Anyway, as I said, Rory is a big old bookworm and there are a total of 518 books featured throughout the course of the show. Considering this show takes place over 7 years this is both a marvellous feat, but also not entirely unobtainable (as Rory probably read most of them for her classes etc.)

To be perfectly honest, I should have read at least half of these as I gained a degree in English Literature at University, and the majority of these I can distinctly remember being on my readings lists (marked by a *). But, I feel like at university you have no time to properly read and really appreciate them, and so I barely read any books at all during the three years of my course. (Shameful to admit, but true. I ended up skim reading most books to find important and notable information rather than actually reading them cover to cover.)

Thus, for the same reason as my reading backlists, I have complied a list of every single book Rory reads/mentions throughout the entirety of Gilmore Girls so that I can not only attempt to read them all and update my progress with you, but share them here in case you would like to read them also!

Books that I have no interest in read (ie. textbooks) will be marked with a ❌.
Books that I DNF will be marked with a 🚫.
Any comments in [-] note a specific edition or abridgement I read.

  • 1984 by George Orwell *
  • Absolute Rage by Robert Tanenbaum
  • The Age of Innocence by Edith Wharton
  • Adventures of Huckleberry Finn by Mark Twain
  • Adventures of Tom Sawyer by Mark Twain
  • Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll
  • All the President’s Men by Carl Bernstein and Bob Woodward
  • All the Pretty Horses by Cormac McCarthy
  • The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier & Clay by Michael Chabon
  • American Steel by Robert Preston
  • An American Tragedy by Theodore Dreiser
  • And Then There Were None by Agatha Christie
  • The Andy Warhol Diaries by Pat Hackett
  • Angela’s Ashes by Frank McCourt
  • Angels in America by Tony Kushner *
  • Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy
  • The Apocalyptics – Cancer and the Big Lie by Edith Efron ❌
  • The Archidamian War by Donald Kagan
  • The Armies of the Night by Norman Mailer
  • The Art of Eating by M. F. K. FIsher
  • The Art of Fiction by Henry James
  • The Art of Living by Epictetus
  • The Art of War by Sun Tzu [Edition – Penguin Great Ideas]
  • As I Lay Dying by William Faulkner *
  • Atonement by Ian McEwan
  • Autobiography of a Face by Lucy Grealy
  • The Awakening by Kate Chopin
  • Babe by Dick King-Smith
  • Backlash: The Undeclared War Against American Women by Susan Faludi
  • Bad Dirt by Annie Proulx
  • Balzac and the Little Chinese Seamstress by Dai Sijie
  • Bambi: A Life in the Wood by Felix Salten
  • Basic Writings of Nietzsche by Freidrich Nietzche
  • Bel Canto by Ann Patchett
  • The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath
  • Beloved by Toni Morrison*
  • Beowolf by Anonymous
  • The Best of Martha Stewart Living: Holidays by Martha Stewart ❌
  • The Bhagavad Gita by Anon
  • The Big Love by Sarah Dunn
  • The Bielski Brothers by Peter Duffy
  • Billy Budd & Other Tales by Melville
  • Bitch: In Praise of Difficult Women by Elizabeth Wurtzel
  • A Bolt from the Blue and Other Essays by Mary McCarthy
  • Brave New World by Aldous Huxley *
  • Breakfast at Tiffany’s by Truman Capote
  • Brick Lane by Monica Ali
  • The Bridges of Madison Country by Robert James Waller
  • Bridget Jones’ Diary by Helen Fielding
  • A Brief History of Time by Stephen Hawkng
  • Brigadoon by Alan Jay Lerner
  • Brokeback Mountain by Annie Proulx
  • The Brontes by Juliet Barker
  • Call of the Wild by Jack London
  • Candide by Voltaire
  • The Canterbury Tales by Geoffrey Chaucer
  • Captain Corelli’s Mandolin by Louis de Bernieres
  • Carrie by Stephen King
  • Catch-22 by Joseph Heller
  • The Catcher in the Rye by J D Salinger
  • The Celebrated Jumping Frog by Mark Twain
  • Charlie & the Chocolate Factory by Roald Dahl
  • Charlotte’s Web by E B White
  • The Children’s Hour by Lillian Hellman
  • Christine by Stephen King
  • A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens *
  • Chrysanthemum by Kevin Henkes
  • Cinderella by Brothers Grimm
  • Clifford the Big Red Dog by Normal Bridwell
  • A Clockwork Orange by Anthony Burgess * 🚫
  • Cloud Atlas by David Mitchell
  • The Code of the Woosters by P G Wodehouse
  • The Collected Stories by Eudora Welty
  • A Comedy of Errors by William Shakespeare
  • Complete Novels by Dawn Powell
  • The Complete Poems by Anne Sexton
  • Complete Stories by Dorothy Parker
  • A Confederacy of Dunces by John Kennedy Toole
  • A Connecticut Yankee in King Arthur’s Court by Mark Twain
  • Consider the Lobster: And Other Essays by David Foster Wallace
  • Contact by Carl Sagan
  • The Count of Monte Cristo by Alexandre Dumas
  • Cousin Bette by Honore de Balzac
  • Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky
  • The Crimson Petal and the Whire by Michel faber
  • The Crisis by David Harris
  • The Crucible by Arthur Miller
  • Cujo by Stephen King
  • The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time by Mark Haddon
  • Cyrano De Bergerac by Edmond Rostand
  • Daughter of Fortune by Isabel Allende
  • David and Lisa by Dr. Theodore Issac Rubin
  • David Copperfield by Charles Dickens
  • The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown
  • Dead Souls by Nikolai Gogol
  • Death of a Salesman by Arthur Miller
  • Deenie by Judy Blume
  • Delta of Venus by Anais Nin
  • Demons by Fyodor Dostoyevsky
  • The Devil in the White City by Erik Larson
  • Diary of Virginia Woolf by Anne Olivier Bell
  • The Diary of a Young Girl by Anne Frank
  • The Dirt by Tommy Lee, Vince Neil, Mick Mars and Nikki Sixx
  • The Divine Comedy by Dante Alighieri
  • The Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood by Rebecca Wells
  • Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep? by Philip K Dick *
  • Don Quixote by Cervantes
  • Downpour by Nick Holmes
  • Dracula by Bram Stoker
  • Driving Miss Daisy by Alfred Uhrv
  • Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert
  • Edgar Allan Poe: Complete Tales & Poems by Edgar Allan Poe
  • Eleanor Roosevelt by Blanche Wiesen Cook
  • The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test by Tom Wolfe
  • Elements by Euclid
  • Ella Minnow Pea: A Novel in Letters by Mark Dunn
  • Elmer Gantry by Sinclair Lewis
  • Eloise at the Plaza by Kay Thompson
  • Emily the Strange by Roger Reger
  • Emma by Jane Austen
  • Empire Falls by Richard Russo
  • Encyclopedia Brown: Boy Detective by Donald J. Sobol
  • Essential of Economics, 3rd Edition by Bradley R Schiller ❌
  • Ethan Frome by Edith Wharton
  • Ethics by Spinoza
  • Europe through the Back Door: The Travel Skills Handbook by Rick Steves
  • Eva Luna by Isabel Allende
  • Everything is Illuminated by Jonathan Safran Foer
  • The Executioner’s Song by Norman Mailer
  • Extravagance by Gary Kristy
  • Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury *
  • Fahrenheit 9/11 by Michael Moore
  • The Fall of the Athenian Empire by Donald Kagan ❌
  • Fat Land by Greg Critser ❌
  • Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas by Hunter S. Thompson
  • The Fellowship of the Ring by J R. R. Tolkein
  • Fiddler on the Roof by Joseph Stein
  • Finnegan’s Wake by James Joyce
  • Firewall by Lawrence Walsh
  • First Folio by William Shakespeare
  • The Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom
  • Flavor of the Month by Olivia Goldsmith
  • Fletch by Gregory McDonald
  • Flowers of Algernon by Daniel Keyes
  • Fodor’s Selected Hotels of Europe
  • The Fortress of Solitude by Jonathan Lethem
  • The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand
  • Frankenstein by Mary Shelley
  • Franny and Zooey by J D Salinger
  • Freaky Friday by Mary Rodgers
  • Frida by Hayden Herrera
  • Galapagos by Kurt Bonnegut
  • Gender Trouble by Judith Butler
  • George W Bushism by Jacob Weisberg ❌
  • Gidget by Fredrick Kohner
  • Gigi by Collette
  • A Girl from Yamhill by Beverly Cleary
  • Girl, Interrupted by Susanna Kaysen
  • The Glass Menagerie by Tennessee Williams
  • Glengarry Glen Ross by David Marmet
  • The Gnostic Gospels by Elaine Pagels
  • The Godfather by Mario Puzo
  • The God of Small Things by Arundhati Roy
  • Goldilocks and the Three Bears by Alvin Granoswsky
  • Gone Girl by Gillian Flynn
  • Gone with the Wind by Margaret Mitchell
  • Goodnight Spoon by Keith Richards
  • The Good Soldier by Ford Madox Ford
  • The Gospel According to Jesus Christ by Jose Saramago ❌
  • The Graduate by Charles Web
  • The Grapes of Wrath by John Steinbeck
  • Great Expectations by Charles Dickens *
  • The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald
  • The Group by Mary McCarthy
  • Gulliver’s Travels by Jonathan Swift
  • Guys and Dolls by Damon Runyon
  • Haiku, Volume 2: Spring by R. H. Blyth
  • Hamlet by William Shakespeare
  • Harrold & the Purple Crayon by Crockett Johnson
  • Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire by J.K. Rowling
  • Harry Potter and the Philosophers/Sorcerers Stone by J.K. Rowling
  • A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius by Dave eggers
  • Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad
  • Hell’s Angels by Hunter S. Thompson ❌
  • Helter Skelter by Vincent Bugliosi and Curt Gentry
  • Henry IV, part I by William Shakespeare
  • Henry IV, part II by William Shakespeare
  • Henry V by William Shakespeare
  • Henry VI by William Shakespeare
  • He’s Just Not That Into You by Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo
  • High Fidelity by Nick hornby
  • The History of the Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire by Edward Gibbon ❌
  • History of the Pelopennesian War by Thucydides ❌
  • The History of Tom Thumb by Anon
  • Hockey for Dummies by John Davidson and John Steinbreder ❌
  • Holidays on Ice: Stories by David Sedaris
  • The Holy Barbarians by Lawrence Lipton
  • Horton Hears a Who! by Dr Seuss
  • House of Sand and Fog by Andre Dubus III
  • The House of the Spirits by Isabel Allende
  • Howl and Other Poems by Allen Ginsberg
  • How to Breathe Underwater by Julie Orringer
  • How the Grinch Stole Christmas by Dr. Seuss
  • How the Light Gets in by M. J. Hyland
  • How We Are Hungry by Dave Eggers
  • The Human Factor by Graham Greene
  • The Hunchback of Notre Dame by Victor Hugo
  • I Feel Bad About My Neck by Nora Ephron
  • The Iliad by Homer *
  • I’m With the Band by Pamela des Barres
  • In Cold Blood by Truman Capote
  • Indiana by George Sand
  • The Inferno by Dante Alighieri
  • In the Shadow of Young Girls in Flower by Marcel Proust
  • Inherit the Wind by Jerome Lawrence and Robert E. Lee
  • The Invitation by Oriah
  • Ironweed by William J. Kennedy
  • It Takes a Village by Hillary Rodham Clinton
  • Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte
  • The Joy Luck Club by Amy Tan
  • Julius Caesar by William Shakespeare
  • The Jungle by Upton Sinclair
  • The Jungle Book by Rudyard Kipling
  • Jurassic Park by Michael Crichton
  • Just a Couple of Days by Tony Vigorito
  • The Kitchen Boy: A Novel of the Last Tsar by Robert Alexander
  • Kitchen Confidential by Anthony Bourdain ❌
  • The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini
  • Lady Chatterley’s Lover by D. H. Lawrence
  • Larousse Wine by David Cobbold
  • The Last Empire: Essays 1992-2000
  • The Last Lion: Winston Spencer Churchill, Volume I: Visions of Glory, 1874-1932 by William Manchester ❌
  • The Last Lion: Winston Spencer Churchill, Volume II: Alone, 1932-1940 by William Manchester
  • The Last Lion: Winston Spencer Churchill, Volume III: Defender of the Realm, 1940-1965 by William Manchester
  • The Last Word by Graham Greene
  • Leaves of Grass by Walt Whitman
  • The Legend of Bagger Vance by Steven Pressfield
  • Les Miserables by Victor Hugo
  • Less Than Zero by Bret Easton Ellis
  • Letters of Ayn Rand by Ayn Rand
  • Letters of Edith Wharton by R. W. B. Lewis
  • Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke
  • The Libation Bearers by Aeschylus
  • Lies and the Lying Liars Who Tell Them by Al Franken
  • The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up by Marie Kondo
  • Life of Pi by Yann Martel
  • Life of Samuel Johnson by James Boswell
  • Like Water for Chocolate by Laura Esquivel
  • The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe by C. S. Lewis
  • Lisa and David by Dr. Theodore Isaac Rubin
  • Little Dorrit by Charles Dickens
  • Little House in the Big Wood by Laura Ingalls Wilder
  • Little House on the Prairie by Laura Ingalls Wilder
  • The Little Locksmith by Katharine Butler Hathaway
  • The Little Match Girl by Hans Christian Andersen
  • Little Women by Louisa May Alcott
  • Living History by Hillary Rodham Clinton
  • Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov
  • Lord of the Flies by William Golding
  • Lord Jim by Joseph Conard
  • The Lord of the Rings by J. R. R. Tolkein
  • The Lottery: And Other Stories by Shirley Jackson
  • The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold
  • Love Story by Erich Segal
  • Macbeth by William Shakespeare
  • Madame Bovary by Gustave Flaubert
  • Madeline by Ludwig Bemelmans
  • The Manticore by Robertson Davies
  • Marathon Man by William Goldman
  • Mary Poppins by P. L. Travers and Mary Shepard
  • The Master and Margarita by Mikhail Bulgakov
  • Mathematical Principles of Natural Philosophy by Isaac Newton ❌
  • Mattise the Master: A Life of Mattise by Hilary Spurling
  • The Meaning of Consuelo by Judith Ortiz Cofer
  • The Meditations by Marcus Aurelius
  • Memoirs of a Dutiful Daughter by Simon de Beauvoir
  • Memoirs of General William T. Sherman by William Tecumseh Sherman
  • Men Are from Mars, Women are from Venus by John Gray, PhD
  • A Mencken Chrestomathy by H.L Mencken
  • The Merry Wives of Windsor by William Shakespeare
  • Me Talk Pretty One Day by David Sedaris
  • The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka
  • Middlesex by Jeffrey Eugenides
  • A Midsummer Night’s Dream by William Shakespeare
  • The Miracle Worker by William Gibson
  • Misery by Stephen King
  • Mistress of Mellyn by Victoria Holt
  • Moby Dick by Herman Melville
  • The Mojo Collection: The Greatest Albums of All Time by Jim Irvine ❌
  • Moliere: A Biography by Hobart Chatfield Taylor
  • Molloy by Samuel Beckett
  • Mommie Dearest by Christina Crawford
  • A Monetary History of the United States by Milton Friedman ❌
  • Monseiur Proust by Celeste Albaret
  • A Month of Sundays: Searching for The Spirit and My Sister by Julie Mars ❌
  • Motley Crue by Seamus Craic
  • The Mourning Bride by William Congreve
  • A Movable Feast by Ernest Hemingway
  • Mrs. Dalloway by Virginia Woolf *
  • Mutiny on the Bounty by Charles Nordhoff and James Norman Hall
  • My First Summer in Sierra by John Muir
  • My Lai 4: A Report on the Massacre and Its Aftermath by Seymour M. Hersh ❌
  • My Life as Author and Editor by H. L. Mencken
  • My Life in Orange: Growing Up with the Guru
  • Myra Waldo’s Travel and Motoring Guide to Europe by Myra Waldo ❌
  • My Sister’s Keeper by Jodi Picoult
  • My Struggle by Karl Ove Knausgaard
  • The Naked and the Dead by Norman Mailer
  • Naked Lunch by Willliam S. Burroughs
  • The Name of the Rose by Umberto Eco
  • The Namesake by Jhumpa Lahiri
  • Nancy Drew and the Witch Tree Symbol by Carolyn Keene
  • The Nanny Diaries by Emma McLaughlin
  • Native Son by Richard Wright
  • Nature’s Metropolis: Chicago and the Great West by William Cronon
  • Nervous System: Or, Losing My Mind in Literature by Jan Lars Jensen
  • New Poems of Emily Dickinson by Emily Dickinson
  • The New Way Things Work by David Macaulay
  • Nicholas Nickleby by Charles Dickens
  • Nickel and Dimed: On (Not) Getting By in America by Barbara Ehrenreich
  • Night by Elie Wiesel
  • No Man is an Island by John Donne
  • Northanger Abbey by Jane Austen
  • The Norton Anthology of Theory and Criticism by William E. Cain, et al. ❌
  • Notes of a Dirty Old Man by Charles Bukowski
  • Novels, 1930-1942: Dance Night/Come Back to Sorrento, Turn, Magic Wheel/Angels on Toast/A Time to be Born by Dawn Powell
  • November of the Heart by La Vyrle Spenser
  • The Odyssey by Homer *
  • Oedipus Rex by Sophocles
  • Of Human Bondage by W Somerset Maugham
  • Of Mice and Men by John Steinbeck
  • The Old Man and the Sea by Ernest Hemingway
  • Old School by Tobias Wolff
  • Oliver Twist by Charles Dickens *
  • On The Contrary by Mary McCarthy
  • One Day in the Life of Ivan Denisovich by Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn
  • One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest by Ken Kesey
  • One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez
  • On the Origin of Species by Charles Darwin
  • On the Road by Jack Kerouac
  • The Opposite of Fate: Memories of a Writing Life by Amy Tan
  • Oracle Night by Paul Auster
  • Orations by American Orators
  • The Orestia: Agamemnon: The Libation Bearers; The Eumenides by W. B. Stanford ❌
  • Oryx and Crake by Margaret Atwood *
  • Othello by William Shakespeare
  • Our Mutual Friend by Charles Dickens
  • The Outbreak of the Peloponnesian War by Donald Kagan ❌
  • Outlander by Diana Gabaldon
  • Out of Africa by Isak Dineson
  • The Outsiders by Se. E. Hinton
  • The Oxford Complete Works of William Shakespeare by William Shakespeare
  • A Passage to India by E M Forster
  • The Peace of Nicias and the Sicilian Expedition by Donald Kagan ❌
  • The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky
  • The Persian Puzzle by Kenneth M. Pollack
  • Personal History by Katherine Graham
  • Peyton Place by Grace Metalious
  • The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde
  • Pigs at the Trough by Arianna Huffington
  • Please Kill Me: The Uncensored Oral History of Punk by Legs McNeil and Gillian McCain ❌
  • Plutarch’s Lives by Plutarch
  • Poems by Alfred Lord Tennyson
  • Points of View by W. Somerset Maugham
  • The Polysyllabic Spree by Nick Hornby
  • Pomeranian: An Owner’s Guide to a Happy Healthy Pet by Happeth A Jones. ❌
  • The Portably Dorothy Parker by Dorothy Parker
  • The Portable Nietzsche by Fredrich nietzsche
  • The Price of Loyalty by Ron Suskind ❌
  • Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen
  • Primary Colours by Joe Klein
  • The Princess Bride by William Goldman
  • Property by Valerie Martin
  • The Pump House Gang by Tom Wolfe
  • Punk: The Definitive Record of a Revolution by Stephen Colegrave and Chris Sullivan ❌
  • The Pursuit of Love & Love in a Cold Climate: Two Novels by Nancy Mitford
  • Pushkin: A Biography by T. J. Binyon
  • Pygmalion by George Bernard Shaw
  • Quattrocento by James McKean
  • A Quiet Storm by Rachel Howzell Hall
  • Quiller Bamboo by Adam Hall
  • Rapunzel by Brothers Grimm
  • The Raven by Edgar Allan Poew
  • The Razor’s Edge by W Somersert Maugham
  • Reading Lolita in Tehran: A Memoir in Books by Azar Nafisi
  • Rebecca by Daphne du Maurier
  • Rebecca of Sunnybrook Farm by Kate Douglas Wiggin
  • The Red Badge of Courage by Stephen Crane *
  • The Red Tent by Antia Diamant
  • Rescuing Patty Hearst: Memories From a Decade Gone Mad by Virginia Holman
  • The Return of the King by J R R Tolkein
  • Revolution from Within by Gloria Steinem
  • Richard III by William Shakespeare
  • Rita Hayworth and the Shawshank Redemption by Stephen King
  • Robert’s Rules of Order by Henry Robert
  • Roman Fever by Edith Wharton
  • Romeo and Juliet by William Shakespeare
  • A Room of One’s Own by Virginia Woolf *
  • A Room with a View by E M Forster
  • Rosemary’s Baby by Ira Levin
  • The Rough Guide to Europe by Various Authors ❌
  • Sacred Time by Ursula Hegi
  • Sailing Alone Around the Room: New and Selected Poems by Billy Collins
  • Sanctuary by William Faulkner
  • The Satanic Verses by Salman Rushdie
  • Savage Beauty: The life of Edna St. Vincent Millay by Nancy Milford
  • Say Goodbye to Daisy Miller by Henry James
  • The Scarecrow of Oz by Frank L. Baum
  • The Scarlet Letter by Nathaniel Hawthorne *
  • Schindler’s List by Thomas Keneally
  • Seabiscuit: An American Legend by Laura Hillenbrand
  • The Second Sex by Simone de Beauvoir
  • The Secret Life of Bees by Sue Monk Kidd
  • Secrets of the Flesh: A Life of Colette by Judith Thurman
  • Selected Letters of Dawn Powell: 1913-1965 by Dawn Powell
  • Sense and Sensibility by Jane Austen
  • A Separate Peace by John Knowles
  • Sex and the City by Candace Bushnell
  • Sexus by Henry Miller
  • The Shadow of the Wind by Carlos Ruiz Zafon
  • Shane by Jack Shaefer
  • Sherlock Holmes by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
  • The Shining by Stephen King *
  • Siddhartha by Hermann Hesse
  • S Is for Silence by Sue Grafton
  • The Sisters: The Saga of the Mitford Family by Mary S. Lovell
  • The Skin of Our Teeth by Thornton Wilder
  • Slaughterhouse-Five by Kurt Vonnegut
  • Sleeping Beauty by the Brothers Grimm
  • Small Island by Andrea Levy *
  • Snows of Klimanjaro by Ernest Hemingway
  • Snow White and Rose Red by Brothers Grimm
  • Social Origins of Dictatorship and Democracy by Barrington Moore ❌
  • Something Wicked This Way Comes by Ray Bradbury
  • Songbook by Nick Hornby
  • A Song of Ice and Fire by George R R Martin
  • The Song of Names by Norman Lebrecht
  • The Song Reader by Lisa Tucker
  • Song of the Simple Truth: The Complete Poems of Julia de Burgos by Julia de Burgos
  • Sonnet 43 by Elizabeth Barrett Browning
  • The Sonnets by William Shakespeare *
  • Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning
  • Sophie’s Choice by William Styron
  • The Sound and the Fury by William Faulkner
  • Speak, Memory by Vladimir Nabokov
  • Stalin: A Biography by Robert Service
  • The Stepford Wives by Ira Levin
  • Stiff: The Curious Lives of Human Cadavers by Mary Roach
  • The Story of Doctor Dolittle by Hugh Lofting
  • The Story of My Life by Helen Keller
  • Story of O by Pauline Reage
  • The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde by Robert Louis Stevenson
  • Stuart Little by E. B. White
  • Summer of Fear by T. Jefferson Parker
  • The Sun Also Rises by Ernest Hemingway *
  • Swann’s Way by Marcel Proust
  • Swimming with Giants: My Encounters with Whales, Dolphins and Seals by Anne Collett
  • Sybil by Flora Rheta Schreiber
  • A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens
  • The Tell-Tale Heart by Edgar Allan Poe
  • Tender is the Night by F Scoot Fitzgerald
  • Terms of Endearment by Larry McMurty
  • Tevya The Dairyman and the Railroad Stories by Sholem Aleichem
  • Theatre by W Somerset Maugham
  • They Shoot Horses, Don’t They? by Horace McCoy
  • The Thin Man by Dashiell Hammett
  • Thunder by James Grady
  • Time and Again by Jack Finney
  • Timeline by Michael Crichton
  • The Time Traveler’s Wife by Audrey Niffenegger
  • To Have and Have Not by Ernest Hemingway
  • To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee
  • The Town and the City by Jack Kerouac
  • The Tragedy of Richard III by William Shakespeare
  • Trainspotting by Irvine Welsh
  • A Tree Grows in Brooklyn by Betty Smith
  • The Trial by Franz Kafka
  • Trouble in Our Backyard by Martin Diskin
  • The True Outstanding Adventures of the Hunt Sisters by Elisabeth Robinson
  • Truth & Beauty: A Friendship by Ann Patchett
  • The Two Towers by J R. R. Tolkien
  • Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom
  • Ulysses by James Joyce
  • The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath by Sylvia Plath
  • The Unbearable Lightness of Being by Milan Kundera
  • Uncle Tom’s Cabin by Harriet Beecher Stowe
  • Understanding Power by Noam Chomsky
  • Unless by Carol Shields
  • U.S Foreign Policy and the Iran Hostage Crisis by David Patrick Houghton ❌
  • Valley of the Dolls by Jacqueline Susann
  • The Vanishing Newspaper by Philip Meyers
  • Vanity Fair by William Makepeace Thackeray
  • Velvet Underground’s The Velvet Underground and Nico by Joe Harvard ❌
  • The Virgin Suicides by Jeffrey Eudenides
  • Visions of Cody by Jack Kerouac
  • Waiting for Godot by Samuel Beckett
  • Walden by henry David Thoreau
  • War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy
  • We Owe You Nothing: Punk Planet: The Collected Interviews by Daniel Sinker ❌
  • What Color is Your Parachute? by Richard Nelson Bolles
  • What Happened to Baby Jane? by Henry Farrell
  • When the Emperor Was Divine by Julie Otsuka
  • When Everything Changed by Gail Collins
  • Who’s Afraid of Virginia Woolf? by Edward Albee *
  • Who Moved My Cheese? by Spencer Johnson
  • Wicked: The Life and Times of the Wicked Witch of the West by Gregory Maguire
  • Wild by Cheryl Strayed
  • The Wine Bible by Karen MacNeil
  • The Witches of Eastwick by John Updike
  • The Wonderful Wizard of Oz by Frank L. Baum
  • Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte
  • The Yearling by Marjorie Kinnan Rawlings
  • The Year of Magical Thinking by Joan Didion
  • Yoga for Dummies by Georg Feuerstein by Larry Payne
  • Zorba the Greek by Nikos Kazantakis

Reading Backlists

So, though I’ve been on Bookstagram for almost 2 years now, I’m still relatively new to the Bookstagram world, which means there are many authors that I have only discovered since joining such as Christina Lauren, Taylor Jenkins Reid, and Colleen Hoover. In fact, I only read my very first CoHo book in January of this year!

But, of course, these authors are so well established that they tend to have an extensive back-catalogue that I’ve barely even made a dent in… and so, I’ve decided to list the backlists of some of my favourite authors, not only to share and update my progress with you, but also in case you decide that you too have a goal to read every book these authors have ever written!

I will add more authors as I discover them, and add more books as they’re released, but hopefully this will keep me going for now!

(Books that I have no interest in reading will be marked with an ❌, and books that I Did Not Finish (DNF) will be marked with a 🚫)

Taylor Jenkins Reid:

  • Forever, Interruped (2013)
  • After I Do (2014)
  • Maybe in Another Life (2015)
  • One True Loves (2016)
  • The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo (2017)
  • Daisy Jones & the Six (2019)
  • Malibu Rising (2021)
  • Carrie Soto is Back (2022)
  • Atmosphere (2025)

    Sarah Adams:
  • To Con a Gentleman (2019)
  • To Catch a Suitor (2020)
  • The Match (2020)
  • The Off Limits Rule (2020)
  • The Enemy (2020)
  • The Temporary Roomie (2021)
  • The Cheat Sheet (2021)
  • When in Rome (2022)
  • Practice Makes Perfect (2023)
  • The Rule Book (2024)
  • Beg, Borrow, or Steal (2025)

    Christina Lauren:
  • A Little Crazy (2014)
  • Sublime (2014)
  • The House (2015)
  • Dating You/ Hating You (2017)
  • Autoboyography (2017)
  • Roomies (2017)
  • Love and Other Words (2018)
  • Josh and Hazel’s Guide to Not Dating (2018)
  • My Favourite Half-Night Stand (2018)
  • The Unhoneymooners (2019)
  • Twice in a Blue Moon (2019)
  • The Honey-Don’t List (2020)
  • In A Holidaze (2020)
  • The Soulmate Equation (2021)
  • Something Wilder (2022)
  • Sweet Filthy Boy (2014)
  • Dirty Rowdy Thing (2014)
  • Dark Wild Night (2015)
  • Wicked Sexy Liar (2016)
  • Beautiful Bastard (2013)
  • Beautiful Stranger (2013)
  • Beautiful Bitch 92013)
  • Beautiful Bombshell (2013)
  • Beautiful Player (2013)
  • Beautiful Beginning (2013)
  • Beautiful Beloved (2015)
  • Beautiful Boss (2016)
  • Beautiful (2016)

    Nicholas Sparks:
  • The Notebook (1996)
  • Message in a Bottle (1998)
  • A Walk to Remember (1999)
  • The Rescue (2000)
  • A Bend in the Road (2001)
  • Nights in Rodanthe (2002)
  • The Guardian (2003)
  • The Wedding (2003)
  • True Believer (2005)
  • Dear John (2006)
  • The Choice (2007)
  • The Lucky One (2008)
  • The Last Song (2009)
  • Safe Haven (2010)
  • The Best of Me (2011)
  • The Longest Ride (2013)
  • At First Sight (2013)
  • See Me (2015)
  • Two by Two (2016)
  • Every Breath (2018)
  • The Return (2020)
  • The Wish (2021)
  • Dreamland (2022)

    Holly Bourne:
  • Soulmates (2013)
  • The Manifesto on How to Be Interesting (2014)
  • It Only Happens in the Movies (2017)
  • How Do You Like Me Now? (2018)
  • Floored (2018)
  • Are We All Lemmings and Snowflakes? (2018)
  • The Places I’ve Cried in Public (2019)
  • What Magic is This? (2019) | Novella
  • Pretending (2020)
  • The Yearbook (2021)
  • Girl Friends (2022)
  • When We Were Friends (2022)
  • So Thrilled For You (2025)
  • The Spinster Club series:
  • Am I Normal Yet? (2015)
  • What’s a Girl Gotta Do? (2016)
  • How Hard Can Love Be? (2016)
  • …And a Happy New Year? (2016)

    Stephen King:
  • Carrie (1974)
  • Salem’s Lot (1975)
  • The Shining (1977)
  • Rage (1977)
  • The Stand (1978)
  • The Long walk (1979)
  • The Dead Zone (1979)
  • Firestarter (1980)
  • Roadwork (1981) ❌
  • Cujo (1981)
  • The Running Man (1982)
  • Christine (1983)
  • Pet Semetary (1983)
  • Cycle of the Werewolf (1983) ❌
  • The Talisman (1984)
  • The Eyes of the Dragon (1984) ❌
  • Thinner (1984) ❌
  • Misery (1987)
  • The Tommyknockers (1987)
  • The Dark Half (1989) ❌
  • The Stand (1990) ❌
  • Needful Things (1991)
  • Gerald’s Game (1992)
  • Dolores Claiborne (1992)
  • Insomnia (1994)
  • Rose Madder (1995) ❌
  • The Green Mile (1996)
  • Desperation (1996)
  • The Regulators (1996) ❌
  • Bag of Bones (1998)
  • The Girl Who Loves Tom Gordon (1999)
  • Dreamcatcher (2001) ❌
  • Black House (2001)
  • From a Buick 8 (2002) ❌
  • The Colorado Kid (2005)
  • Cell (2006)
  • Lisey’s Story (2006)
  • Blaze (2007)
  • Duma Key (2008)
  • Under the Dome (2009)
  • 11/22/63 (2011)
  • Joyland (2013)
  • Doctor Sleep (2013)
  • Mr Mercedes (2014)
  • Revival (2014) ❌
  • Finders Keepers (2015)
  • End of Watch (2016)
  • Gwendy’s Button Box (2017)
  • Sleeping Beauties (2017)
  • The Outsider (2018)
  • Elevation (2018)
  • The Institute (2019)
  • Later (2021)
  • Billy Summers (2021)
  • Gwendy’s Final Task (2022)
  • Fairy Tale (2022)
  • Holly (TBC)
  • Night Shift (1978)
  • Different Seasons (1982)
  • Skeleton Crew (1985)
  • Four Past Midnight (1990)
  • Nightmares & Dreamscapes (1993)
  • Hearts in Atlantis (1999)
  • Everything’s Eventual (2002)
  • Just After Sunset (2008)
  • Full Dark, No Stars (2010)
  • The Bazaar of Bad Dreams (2015)
  • If It Bleeds (2020)

    Colleen Hoover:
  • Slammed (2012)
  • Point of Retreat (2012)
  • This Girl (2013)
  • Hopeless (2013)
  • Losing Hope (2013)
  • Finding Cinderella (2014) | Novella
  • Maybe Someday (2014)
  • Maybe Not (2014) | Novella
  • Ugly Love (2014)
  • Never Never (2015) | 3 part novella
  • Confess (2015)
  • November 9 (2015)
  • Too Late (2016)
  • It Ends with Us (2016)
  • Without Merit (2017)
  • All Your Perfects (2018)
  • Verity (2018)
  • Maybe Now (2018)
  • Finding Perfect (2019) | Novella
  • Regretting You (2019)
  • Heart Bones (2020)
  • Layla (2020)
  • Reminders of Him (2022)
  • It Starts with Us (2022)



The Superiority of Storygraph.

So, I posted something a long time ago about why I chose to move over from Goodreads to Storygraph, and I thought that it would be really helpful to make a blog post here too in a little bit more detail, in case anybody is wondering or wanting more information.

For those of you who don’t know (but if you’re a book lover then I hope that you do), Storygraph is an alternative platform to Goodreads where users can find new titles, get personalised recommendations, post reviews, and even see reading statistics in the form of pie charts and graphs (hence the name.)

This is by no means a comprehensive review of all the features as there are always new updates, but I’ve been using it for over a year now and I gravitate to it far more than I do Goodreads.

I’m not saying that I think everybody should give up Goodreads. I don’t think Goodreads is bad by any means and it’s great for people who are perhaps new to Bookstagram, to reading, or want a more community-based platform with simple statistics. I just think that Storygraph is the way forward for me, but however you choose to track your reading is down to you (even if you choose to not use platforms at all, and stick with the classic handwritten reading journal – I have one of these too, but it’s a work in progress.)

Representation of Data and Statistics

One of the primary reasons that I love this platform so much is specifically because of the data and statistics that you can get about your reading habits and preferences, including:

  • ‘Moods’ of the books read
  • Books by a total number of pages
  • The pace of the books read
  • The proportion of non-fiction to fiction books read
  • A linear graph showing the number of books and pages read over a period of time

I have included some of the graphs below, showing all of this information (for all the books that I read in 2021.)

The top pie chart represents the proportion of pace of the books, between slow-paced, medium-paced, and fast-paced.

The bottom pie chart represents the proportion of books according to their total page number.

The top pie chart represents the proportion of fiction to non-fiction books.

The bottom graph represents the number of books for each specific genre.

Pie chart showing the ratio of different formats read – between print, digital and audiobooks.

The line graph is a linear representation of both books read and pages read from the beginning of the year to the current month.

Bar chart of your book ratings.

AUTHORS

Most read authors (by number of books read by them)

READING WRAP UP

I really love being able to see all of this information represented in such a clear and concise way. It is very interesting to me to be able to see all of my reading habits, even for just one specific month in general.

Fun fact: you are also able to compare two time periods, such as year with year or month with moth, to see how your reading has differed!

I recently used the feature to see how much I was reading in June 2020, three months into lockdown to June 2021 where things were a little bit more normal. (I have yet to compare it to this year!)

Book Recommendations

When you sign up to Storygraph one of the first things it asks you is all about your reading preferences, through a questionnaire. This includes your likes, dislikes, and the things that you would NEVER want to read about. You can also be extremely specific with the tropes that you like, such as enemies to lovers, city setting, strong females characters etc.

From this, Storygraph then provides you with a list of book recommendations that best match the preferences that you’ve provided.

I really love this feature because you can be very specific with the types of books you are looking for, and from my personal experience the books that have been recommended to me are absolutely top-notch.

Rating System

As readers, sometimes we will read a book and it won’t quite make a full star because it just lacks that little something. The downside I have found with Goodreads is only being able to award full starts to books. This can be annoying when a book is, for instance, not quite worthy of five stars, but is deserving of more than four.

I would hate having to choose between one full star to the other, ow awarding a book a lower star than I think it deserves, purely because it just didn’t hit the mark for me to make it a full star.

However, with Storygraph you can actually award half and quarter stars!!! This is such an amazing feature, because you can give books an exact rating. I find myself using the .5 and .75 options a lot, as many times a book will fall slightly short of the full star, and I like being able to specify exactly where between the two stars I feel the book lies.

It has honestly made such a difference to my rating and reviewing, and I love being able to see all of the half and quarter star ratings in the bar chart as well!

Reviewing System

Another reason why I think Storygraph is better than Goodreads is because of the reviewing system. I think that it is far superior in terms of content, and as with the rating system you can just be so much more specific with your reviews.

When you go to write a review for a book, there is a questionnaire similar to that which you receive when you sign up, only this one is designed specifically for the book your are reviewing.

It will ask you about the pace of the book, the mood, whether it is character-driven or plot-driven, but most importantly includes questions about content and trigger warnings!

The only downside so far is that you cannot link your reviews to social media accounts (which is what I used to do on here with my Goodreads), but then again Storygraph is a relatively new platform and the creators are working and developing new features and ideas constantly, so you never know what might be coming out in the near future!

Shelving

I know that the reason people like Goodreads so much is the way in which you can shelve book, but once again I feel that Storygraph is superior for this also.

not only can you shelve the books on the standard ‘read’ and ‘to be read’ piles, but you can also DNF books!!

Additionally, you can also mark a book as ‘owned’ so that you can see what books you have on your physical bookshelves! This is so handy if you’re trying to work your way through your physical TBR as you can filter by this option and it will show you all of the books you own!

(It’s also handy if you’re out book shopping so that you don’t end up buying the same book twice, especially if your bookshelves are overflowing to the point where you cannot remember what is on them!)

Reading Challenges

Storygraph also includes a similar feature to Goodreads where you can set your reading goal/challenge for the year, and it will track the amount of books that you have read towards this goal (it also tracks the total number of pages read too!)

I also love that, like Goodreads, you can see how close you are to your goal by how full the bar is!

Furthermore, Storygraph allows you to set your own reading challenges or join challenges that others have made! You can see how many tasks are in each challenge and how many participants there are. There are author, geographical, genre, word, title, page, and pop culture challenges, along with everything else that you can possibility think of. And, if there’s something that you think would make a wonderful challenge but you cannot find it – then make it yourself!

Importing Goodreads Library

Now, you’re probably thinking ‘why would I switch to Storygraph when all of my books are currently on Goodreads? Wouldn’t it be so time consuming to add each book one by one, especially if I have read a lot of books?’

Short answer: nope. In fact, it couldn’t be more simple.

Storygraph actually has the option for you to import your Goodreads library, meaning that you don’t have to add them one by one. You simply follow the steps that are given to export your library on Goodreads and upload this to Storygraph.

Once it’s complete and confirmed, all of your books with be transferred over to Storygraph on your specific shelves (including all of the dates read, ratings, reviews etc.) and voila! The only thing you will have to add is if you have DNF’d any books, as obviously this feature is specific to Storygraph.

You can then go through and edit your reviews to make them more thorough if you wish, such as including content warnings and points about plot/character/pace etc. as you normally would with any other book you have reviewed on Storygraph.

Supporting a Small Business

So, I have a love/hate relationship with Amazon. I love being able to have access to things at my fingertips exactly when I need them with Prime and I love my Kindle, but I also hate the fact that Goodreads is owned by Amazon, and by using them I am supporting a corporate giant. (I hate it even more now that Amazon is on track to own 85% of the book market by 2025… but that is a rant for another post.)

This is why I love Storygraph. It started as a side project for the founder, Nadia, and consists of a ream of only THREE people; and every reader that uses it is helping to contribute to their small business.

Because it is relatively new, the community for Storygraph is a lot smaller than Goodreads, but hopefully the more that people try it out (and end up loving it), and the more positive reviews that it receives, the bigger the community will become.

I know that I have seen a few Booktubers and highly popular Bookstagrammers post/talk about Storygraph, so hopefully people will love it and join in the fun!

Made for Readers

Finally, it is very clear to me that Storygraph is a platform tat is made for readers by readers. Though it is minimalistic, which I actually love, it is evident that they really thought it through and understand everything that readers are looking for – from being able to see their stats, refine their book recommendations, write specific reviews with exact ratings and content… they just got it absolutely right.

While you can sign up for the free version, there is also an option to subscribe for 4.99 a months, whereby you can submit suggestions and recommendations for new features, and even be on the list to possibly test our the new features before they are rolled out permanently on to the platform.

Ultimately, if I hadn’t made it clear throughout this post (which I hope I have), I absolutely adore Storygraph. I think it is an outstanding platform for readers, and I cannot wait to see where it is headed!

Film Review: Bohemian Rhapsody (2018)

Rating: 🍿🍿🍿.5/5

When I first heard about this film, I expected it to be very similar to other modern biopics like Jobs (2013), Saving Mr Banks (2013), or The Theory of Everything (2014), focusing on the extraordinary tale of one person and their contribution to the world as we know it. I expected to leave the film amazed at the incredible visuals, the uncanny likeness to Freddie Mercury, and the clever use of music – and at a film that tells us more about an incredible man, whose life battling AIDS was very, very private.

Yet, I walked out of the film disappointed. That’s not to say that the film wasn’t good. There were moments that I thought were brilliant, but I’m not sure I would purposely go back and watch it again. For most of it, I felt like I was watching an extended music video. The film lacked in story, and the music was certainly overused.

One of the brilliant things about movies and television is how they can make you really feel something. The combination of a particular image with a specific piano score can evoke one, or multiple feelings such as happiness, sadness, or nostalgia.

A perfect example of this is in Saving Mr Banks:

The instantly recognizable piano score of Chim Chim Cheree, combined with the ‘Winds in the East’ speech, is one of the best examples of how the creative direction and musical score can work in unison to evoke such feelings.

The score is stripped back to be just a piano playing the melody of one of the most notable songs of the Mary Poppins film. The lack of other musical instruments, added riffs and accompaniments, allow the score to be more impactful, creating a beautiful opening and ending to the film, that leaves you teary-eyed and emotional, as you remember your own childhood and the things that you miss.

For Bohemian Rhapsody, a movie that documents the life of one of Britain’s most iconic and legendary performers of all time, I expected the film to do something similar. To use creative direction and music to touch the emotions of the audience, to not only remember that man that the world lost but to honour him.

Instead, it was as if the director was attempting to fill the lack of movement in the script with as many Queen songs as possible, in the space of two hours. The majority of the movie is about Queen and their pathway to fame. Nearly every other scene has the band in the recording studio and documents them writing songs in a way that is nowhere near realistic.

Anybody who has ever written anything creative – songs, poetry, fiction, etc. will know that you don’t just have an idea for something, write it down, and that’s that. You work for months, sometimes years, on one project, until you have it exactly the way you imagine it. Writers know that the majority of writing is re-writing. You hate one line, so you change it. And then you hate that, so you change it again. And you keep changing things until you create something so completely different from the idea that you started with, that you end up with something that you love.

But for Queen, in the film, writing songs is as easy as blurting out lyrics. Whatever they say in the moment becomes the final song. There is no changing of lyrics. There are no rewrites. There was no “I hate this melody”, “I don’t think that works”, or “Let’s start this from the very beginning.” They simply churn out albums like a popcorn machine pops kernels.

However, just after Freddie is diagnosed with AIDS he is staring at himself in the mirror, as he examines what is left of himself, knowing that he is going to die from the disease someday, if not very soon. As he stares at himself, a stripped-down version of Who Wants To Live Forever (those specific lyrics) starts playing in the background. This combination of him looking at himself, knowing that his time is limited, and the lyrics and melody of the song, brought a tear to my eye and goosebumps to my skin; and is one of the only moments in this film that has resonated with me, long after the credits rolled.

For a film set within the 1970s and 80s – decades which are known for their promiscuity, such as heavy drug-taking, drinking, and sex, I was expecting there to be multiple, and possibly graphic, sex scenes. Yet, for a film that documents the edgy years of modern society, the edgiest parts of the film are comprised of the drug taking at parties, drinking (which features quite heavily throughout), smoking, and the use of strong language; and several racial slurs. Needless to say, I was pleasantly surprised.

Albeit, one of the most astonishing things about this movie is Rami Malek and his incredible likeness to Freddie Mercury. In a movie that is mediocre for what it is, Malek is an absolute star. Throughout the film, he delivers golden nuggets of one-liners such as “I pity your wife if she thinks that six minutes is forever” (when referring to the song Bohemian Rhapsody), which not only makes the audience laugh but captures the charming, lavish persona that was Mercury.

Yet, throughout the film, there is an overwhelming sense from the audience, that they long to discover who Freddie Mercury was as a human being, not just as a performer. I expected the film to boldly go where no filmmakers have ever gone before, and explore in more depth Freddie’s personal life, such as his closeted sexuality, his hedonism, and his off-stage persona. In a generation where film, television, and media are openly discussing subjects which were previously considered taboo, the film could have been a groundbreaking opportunity for its creators to have generated awareness and educated audiences on HIV and AIDS, as well as put into perspective just how far medical research and treatment has come for these diseases over the last thirty years. Yet, the film merely alludes to the fact that Freddie has AIDS when the audience sees him talking to a doctor in the hospital and sees other sick men with the disease. But not once, are the words “You have AIDS” ever spoken.

Though, despite this missed opportunity, Malek’s performance as Freddie really comes to life, during the final scene of the film, where Queen is performing at Live Aid in 1985. Every movement that Rami Malek makes, every step, every turn of his head, and every facial expression is uncannily similar to that of Freddie Mercury, and it is clear that Malek spent countless hours studying everything about the legendary performer.

The film lacks in multiple aspects, for the most part perhaps because of the change in director halfway through production, the lack of story in the script, or the overuse of music. More could have been done with the musical score and creative direction to evoke an atmosphere and create moments throughout the film that resonated with a nostalgic, emotional audience; and the filmmakers missed an opportunity to create a platform for the discussion of sexually transmitted diseases. However in what is an average film at best, Rami Malek’s uncanny performance as Freddie Mercury is exquisite, and it is almost impossible to envision anybody else fulfilling the role like he does – particularly in the final moments, as he performs on stage as Freddie during Live Aid 1985, which is by far the most brilliant and powerful moment of the whole movie.


Release Date: 24 October 2018
Director(s): Bryan Singer, Dexter Fletcher
Distributed by: 20th Century Fox
Run Time: 2 hours 14 minutes
Starring: Rami Malek, Lucy Boynton, Gwilym Lee, Ben Hardy, Joe Mazzello, Aidan Gillen, Tom Hollander, Mike Myers

Warm Bodies by Isaac Marion: A Critical Introduction.

The twenty-first century has seen popular culture overrun with tales of the zombie and post-apoocalyptic fiction, thanks to works such as, World War Z (2002), 28 Days Later (2002), and Pride and Prejudice and Zombies (2009). They are exciting and compelling to us an audience, but they also ‘expose threats to human responsibility and influence.’ These threats to our humanity, ’embodied in the zombie mythos are very real, even if partially masked by the surreal, fantastic, or ridiculous.

While society’s fascination with the gothic and the living dead is not a new and modern exploit, as similar tales have been around for centuries such as Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein (1818), it has however led to the creation of phenomena such as The Walking Dead (2010), and worlds in which the viewer/reader can immerse themselves in, as they know that what they are experiencing before them is merely a work of fiction; yet the possibility of these worlds feel more real than ever.

Since their first depiction in the film White Zombie (1932), developed from Haitian folklore, zombies have taken on a more metaphorical and meaningful role, symbolic of more ‘deep cultural fears and tensions, such as racism, enslavement of racial minorities, cannibalism, bioterrorism and disease outbreaks, the fall of rationality and independence to instinct-motivated herd mentality and the complete numbing of humanity.’

In Post 9/11 Culture

In the aftermath of 9/11, the zombie became one of the predominant figures in literature and film, a medium through which larger fears were masked, and prompting audiences to question their own positions within society. They have become a ‘blank template’ onto which we graft all sorts of human anxieties, and they have been used to both symbolically ‘work through and reproduce anxieties surrounding terrorism, immigration, contagious diseases, and apocalyptic events.’

Within post 9/11 zombie fiction, ‘the very presence of a zombie-other conjured up ideas of risk and transmission, social dissent and upheaval. This is threatening because of its very undoing of norms.’ Pielak and Cohen note that people ‘fear zombies not only because they are monsters, but because they might themselves become monsters, or even more terrifyingly, they might already be monsters.’

While zombies are not living, they appear to be the most human of all gothic figures (such as the vampire and the wereworld) but are seemingly devoid of all sentiment, emotion and compassion, which makes them utterly terrifying to the audience. In this context, they are a projection of the greater fear of the capabilities of human beings – it appears so easy for zombies to turn upon one another and commit senseless acts with no degree of remorse or compassion for their victims – allowing the audience to question how far we human beings are willing to go. The zombies, then, symbolically represent the terrorists and other ‘monsters’ of post 9/11 society, and if it was so easy for them to be consumed and corrupted by the disease that is terrorism, it begs the question as to what it would take, how far we would go, and how long it would be before the rest of society ends up corrupted in the same way. The realisation that we are not that different from those terrorists and monsters as we once thought we were, ultimately makes them even more terrifying. As Pielak and Cohen further suggest: ‘They were once human. They simultaneously serve as a threat of what we might become, and a mirror for what we are.’

From Folklore to Fiction

The zombie as we know it today is ‘the one stock horror character that does not have a genealogy in European tradition, or much presence in gothic fiction, as to the ghost, werewolf, and Frankenstein.’ Instead, the figure of the zombie that has been neglected within gothic fiction originated in Haitian folklore, with a ‘great majority of the Haitian population firmly believing in the existence of zombies, cannibalism and the transformation of human beings into animals.’

The myth of the zombie first appeared in a French-ruled Haiti (formerly known as Saint Domingue), during the 17th and 18th centuries in which slaves were imported from Africa in order to work on the sugar plantations. However, the slavery they experience under the governing of the French was brutal and many of the slaves were worked to death within a number of years’ consequently leading to the capture and importation of more slaved from Africa.

The zombie, as it appeared in Haiti ‘mirrored the inhumanity that existed there from 1625 to 1800, and was a projection of the African slaves’ relentless misery and subjugation.’ The slaves believed that in death they would return back to a form of the afterlife, known as lan guinee (Guinea/Africa and general), where they would be allowed to live in freedom. However, they believed that only those who died naturally would be permitted to enter, and those who took their own lives (which was common among slaves), would be forbidden. Instead, they would be condemned to roam the Hisaponiola for eternity as an undead slave, ‘denied their own body, yet still trapped inside them – as a ‘soulless zombie.”

After the end of the Haitian revolution of 1804 and French colonialism, the zombie became and integral part of Haitian folklore. Though, the myth evolved and became intertwined with the Voodoo religion, with Haitians believing that zombies were ‘corpses reanimated by shamans and voodoo priests.’ They believe that sorcerers used the undead as a form of free labour in order to carry our their heinous tasks. This was the post-colonialism zombie, as ‘an emblem of a nation haunted by the legacy of slavery and ever wary within film, in White Zombie in 1932.’

The Postmodern Zombie in Warm Bodies

Within postmodern popular culture, zombie storylines ‘generally culminate in one of two ways – mass defeat of all the living dead (either through physical elimination, quarantine, or subjugation) or the eradication of all humanity.’ However, Isaac Marion’s 2011 novel Warm Bodies, becomes an exception to this. Not only do zombies in the novel co-exist with humans from the very beginning, though they do live at opposite ends of the city, the entire plot is driven by an unlikely romance between a zombie and a human. As Sasha Cocarla suggests, ‘uniquely diverting from more traditional rotting corpse plotlines, Warm Bodies positions heteronormative desire and romance at the forefront of the story.’ In Love Your Zombie: Horror, Ethics and Excess, Fred Botting argued that zombies are ‘neither individuals or living beings, possess little conversation, have limited table manners or witty repartee, little fashion sense, no personal hygiene or intelligent opinions on matters culture, without higher brain function, speech, self-consciousness and sensitivity.’ Marion also subverts traditional stereotypes, taking an overdone and cliche theme, turning it into a story that is ‘extraordinary and ordinary, transgressive and uniform, and queered and normative’ and ‘a deep and insightful look at life as it could be, life as it is, and what matters when seeking to preserve it.’

The Sympathetic Zombie

In most zombie narratives, the living dead are depicted as finding a thrill in eating human brains. Most popular fiction in film, emphasise this through grotesque images of zombies chewing away flesh and covered in blood, with grind upon their faces.’ However, for Marion’s protagonist Zombie, R, there is no thrill and no enjoyment taken in the devouring of human brains. He does not find the act itself fulfilling, however he does take pleasure in the after effects that eating a human brain has on him. He is flooded with memories, intense images, and emotions, belonging to the owner of the brain; and while these are short-lived effects for most other zombies, for R, they are much more long lasting and allow him to feel ‘less dead.’ This notably, is the first inclination that R is not like all the other zombies that he finds himself acquainted with. It is only after R eats the brains of Perry Kelvin, and develops romantic feelings towards Julie, Perry’s girlfriend, it is apparent just how different he is to other zombies, and is capable of more deep, philosophical musings. The memories of Perry affect R in a way that he has never experienced before, as he is overwhelmed with intense pain and emotion – obscure for a zombie, as they are often portrayed as being mindless, with the lack of ability to feel anything.

R’s difference from other zombies is further emphasised through his developing romantic relationship with Julie. On Page 41, he narrates that ‘I wince at her use of the word human. I’ve never liked that differentiation. She is living and I’m dead, but I’d like to believe we are both human. Call me an idealist.’ Here, by having R highlight the notion that they are not in fact entirely different beings, and they share some form of humanity with each other, Marion is blurring the lines between the living and the dead. This, combined with R’s dislike for eating human brains, and his ability to feel intense emotions through doing so, highlights the notion of a sympathetic zombie – a figure is not only the living dead but retains some form, or traits, of humanity.

A Familiar World: Neoliberal Ideas

R tells readers that the zombies congregate in an airport on the outskirts of the city; they have their own place of worship where they wave their arms towards the sky; they attempt to sexually engage with one another by bumping their bodies together; their are marriages between male and female zombies; and those marries zombies and parentless zombie children (who attend the school for zombies), are unified together in order to form zombie families. The fact that Marion is depicted a world that is so familiar, and is reminiscent of the world in which the readers live, is further blurring the lines between the living and the dead. In this sense, Marion highlights the possibility of this world – if the zombies represent the other, such as the terrorists or the monsters that society fears, one day it could be possible for them to co-exist with the rest of society, despite being so different and monstrous.

However, as Cocarla notes, the zombies undertake these activities without actually knowing why they are doing so, highlighting neoliberal ideals. She argues that ‘the relevance of these activities to neoliberalism cannot be overlooked. Subscribing to social norms without question and ‘going through the motions’… allows for the understanding that ‘this is simply the way things are’ to go unquestioned – a key tenet of neoliberalism.’

R and Julie: Necrophilia and Neoliberalism

Cocarla further goes on to examine the relationship between R and Julie throughout the novel. She states that ‘while there are many amusing similarities between the story of R and Julie with Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet… this tale is not so much about incompatible love as it is about shaping one’s love to fit a compatible mould, to change one’s self enough that they are an acceptable love match.’ It is these abilities to change and evolve into something else, that are the defining features of the narrative. She also highlights the implied necrophilia, as she suggests that ‘the relationship between R and Julie is tinged with necrophilic possibility without ever being necrophilic; they do not even share a kiss.’

Though, she states that in young adult fiction, this is not unfamiliar territory – ‘intense yearning and longing for the monster is common, but many of these supernatural romance stories promote abstinence, and maybe this is in part to quell the necrophilic taboo.’ In a similar sense, other young adult fiction such as Stephanie Meyer’s Twilight, albeit depicting vampires, highlights a similar idea – though Bella wants to have sex with Edward, he persuades her not to, and instead the who wait until marriage to be intimate. Although, she states that ‘the reader is encouraged to ignore the necrophilic readings since R is changing, and to instead focus on his progress as he becomes more and more un-undead/ less and less monstrous through his subscription to normative values and ideals.’

She also links the relationship between R and Julie back to neoliberalism through his conversations with M on page 58, where R expresses how he is changing because of his feelings for Julie. In these conversations, R also highlights how that this change is not only because of their relationship but because he has an intense desire to change. Cocarla notes that: ‘this is key to neoliberal politic, where one must see the ability to obtain social and economic privileges as resting solely on one’s ability to change and adapt, to incorporate neoliberal ideals into one’s life, as opposed to seeing inequality as a precondition for the state and cultural ideals and realities.’ Moreover, ‘in the neoliberal view, if one does not achieve, it is simply because one has not tried hard enough.’

Conclusion

Ultimately, in popular culture zombies have taken on a more metaphorical and meaningful roles in their narratives, providing a ‘blank template’ onto which audiences can project their fears and anxieties about the world. While most zombie narratives result in one of two extremes – either in the total defeat of all the living dead, or in the slow eradication of humanity – Isaac Marion subverts these stereotypes, presenting the audience with a unique narrative that sees the unlikely relationship between a zombie and a human at the forefront of the story; and if zombies are representations of the real world, such as terrorists and other monsters that society fears, he suggests that perhaps a world in which humanity and the ‘other’ can co-exist, is entirely possible.

For Further Reading

Botting, F. (n.d.). Love Your Zombie: Horror, Ethics, Excess. Gothic in Contemporary Literature and Culture, pp.19-36.

Bourguignon, E. (1959). The Persistence of Folk Belief: Some Notes on Cannibalism and Zombis in Haiti. The Journal of American Folklore, 72 (283), pp.36-46

Brooks, K. (2014). The Importance of Neglected Intersections: Race and Gender in Contemporary Zombie Texts and Theories. African American Review, 47(4), pp. 461-175.

Cocarla, S. (2018). A Love Worth Un-Undying For. Zombies and Sexuality: Essays on Desire and the Living Dead, pp.52-71.

The Guardian. (2018). Warm Bodies by Isaac Marion – review. [online] Available at: https://www.theguardian.com/childrens-books-site/2013/apr/29/review-warm-bodies-isaac-marion

Mariani, M. (2018). The Tragic, Forgotten History of Zombies. [online] The Atlantic.

Marion, I. (2011). Warm Bodies. New York: Atria Books.

McAlister, E. (2012). Slaves, Cannibals, and Infected Hyper-Whites: The Race and Religion of Zombies. Anthropological Quarterly, 85(2), pp.457-486